break♥away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
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touch the sky  //   speak out  //   Break away  //   reach out  //   take a chance  //   how to fly  //   refresh

I LOVE YOU DEAR~
jiayou for your o' level chinese worhh(:

and yes,
i love ester, huimin, sheryl, joey, xinping, clara, chewern, regine, huixuan, wenhui and abigail too!
but i love him more.
wakaka(:

11:22 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Wonder If She Knew by David L. Weatherford

Did she know I thought about her when I woke up each morning, as I drifted to sleep each night, and most of the time in between; and that even when I was not consciously thinking about her, I continually sensed the presence of her love within me?
Did she know I used to sit and look at her as she slept, studying the tranquil beauty on her angel's face; and that I said little prayers over her asking that sweet serenity would always grace her countenance?
Did she know I admired the way she cared for her family, friends, and anyone in need, and accepted everyone without judgement or criticism; and that she was my role model for how to treat people?
Did she know she went to places in my heart and mind where no one had ever gone before; and that I exposed the totality of my self - - the good, the bad, and the ugly - - because I had such complete and utter trust in her love for me?
Did she know she was the best friend I ever had, and the bond between us had a depth and breadth that could not be severed by anything less than a mutual decision based on true love at it's most unselfish?
Did she know I loved her profoundly and unconditionally, not just for her loveliness, sexiness, or intelligence (all of which I adored), but more for the grace and goodness that defined her essence to me; and that I marveled at how animals, children, and adults (young and old) were drawn to her gentle warmth like flowers to the morning sun?
Did she know I thanked God daily for intersecting the winding roads of our lives so that my life might be forever changed by the touch of her spirit; and that I believed He sent her as an angel to love me, lift me, and lead me to a better place emotionally and spiritually?
And I wonder if she knows that I love her still, not less for the passing of yesterdays without her, but more for knowing what will be missing from all my tomorrows; and that it helps me, when I contemplate the harshness of life in this unyielding world, to remember that out there somewhere is a rare and precious soul - - and she loved me.

About the AuthorDavid L. Weatherford is a child psychologist with published poems in "Chicken Soup for the Soul". He is the author of "Slow Dance", a poem widely reproduced throughout the Internet. If you want to enjoy more of David's beautiful writings, please visit www.davidlweatherford.com

haha. nice right?

11:21 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

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8:40 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

ahhhh,
that stupidstupid sam n terr.
JERKS.
**** *** is one too!
anw, guides was so slack today.
HAHAHAHAHA
just cook the spaghetti.
which was disgusting.
because it had those insects in it.
and ashes too.

then we were all like, eeyer.
so BRAVEBRAVE cherie cl came to the rescue.
she took the first mouth.
and was like.... MMMM.
the jack & the rest ate it up.
and yijie was like, all bacteria is killed at 100 degrees.
o_0
haha.
but i was still creeped out.

then i opened my charisma file in the canteen.
& i screamed.
THERE WAS A DEAD LIZARDDDDDDD!
cos my charisma file's been in my locker for manymany months.
then i nvr go see.
and hx and nicole keep disturbing me.
:(
then the bravebrave cherie cl came to the rescue AGAIN.
she picked the lizard up.
WITH HER BARE HANDS.
and threw it away.
gosh, she is SOSO brave.
(:
supercherie!

6:40 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

boreddboreddboredd!
anyway, i'm like so stressed up now.
i DON'T WANT SCHOOL TO END!
i'll miss everybody!
yes, i will.
(with the exception of guok jia rong)

I miss evergreen too!
haven't been going back...

List of people i'm missing:
I miss my xinping loads!
I miss my angelia loads!
I miss my liqin loads!
I miss my florence loads!
I miss my atikah loads!
I miss my jiamin loads!
I miss my phyllis loads!
I miss my kexin loads!
I miss my peixin loads!
I miss my daoqin loads!
I miss my buva loads!
I miss my colleen loads!
I miss my ailynn loads!
I miss albert loads!
I miss jaren loads!
I miss benjamin loads!
I miss kenneth loads!
I miss iskandar loads!
I miss ruihong loads!
I miss yong ji.
I miss junru.
I miss yuwei.
I miss my meiting loads!
I miss my joey loads!
I miss my jazz loads!
I miss sebastian and the co.
& i even miss ong wei sheng & kaixiang.
I MISS YUPEI SUPERUBER LOADS!


gawd. i miss xinping like hell.
so long never see her cutecute face lerhh!
i miss her!
and the chinese orchestra syf times.
it was fun.
i don't know why.
i never loved co then.
but now i do.
i didn't realise how much i loved ****** then,
but now i've found out who he likes,
and my heart hurts.
anw, its over.
i've gotten over it.
EMO
EMOelmo, byebye for now!

2:23 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

i think i'm over you.

yea, i think i am.

there's no more tears when i look at you.

the well's dried up.

you'll get no more love,

not from me at least.

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2:20 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

one justice people


#1. sheryl
#2. samuel
#3. wenhui
#4. ester
#5. huimin
#6. terry
#7. abigail
#8. qien
#9. chewern
#10. clara
#11. claire
#12. chenghao

1. Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11? [terry or claire]}
hmm. both also slackslack. i think terry, he smarter. idk.

.2. Do you think 4 is hot? [ester] }
no la... her jokes all not funny one.

3. 12 sends 8 on a mission. What will it be? [chenghao and qien] }
give jia wen love potion to make her fall in love with chenghao

4. What is or would be 9's favorite book? [chewern] }
something about qi en(:

5. Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6? [samuel and terry] }
idk, they both mad one.

6. For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should (s)he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10? [huimin, chewern, clara] }
none. choose ME. no la, actually, idk. they all quite close... maybe chewern.. cos they always camwhore.

7. 2, 7, and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
[samuel, abigail and chenghao] }
they will go to some place to have peanutbutter sandwiches and talk about sheryl and jiawen(:

8. 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens? [wenhui and clara] }
wenhui shaves clara's hand and legs while clara shaves wenhui's eyebrows(:

9. If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would (s)he get it back?[sheryl and qien]}
don't know leh.. i think chewern will go back to qien herself.

10. Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire. [abigail and chenghao] }
jiawen and the biggest peanut butter sandwich in the world>?

11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together? [ester and sheryl] }
idk. they do get along on their own, don't they?

12.If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along? [abigail] }
we would slack and eat peanutbutter sandwiches all day long!

13. If you could command 8 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be? [qien] }
propose to chewern?

14. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11? [claire] }
i don't get it.

15. If 2 had to choose sides between 4 and 5, which would it be?
[samuel, ester and humin] }
not sure leh. maybe he'll ignore them and go to sheryl to get advice.

16. What might 10 shout while charging into battle? [clara]}
mo gu lai le! or the hairy mushroom will save the day!

17. If you chose a song to represent 8, which song would you choose? [qien]}
lets see..... some love song?

18. 1, 6, and 10 are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant.[sheryl,terry, clara] }
hmm... terry will eat all the mushrooms and salad there?

19. What might be a good pick-up line for 2 to use on 10? [samuel and qien] }
er.... i kill chewern hoh!

20. What would 5 most likely be arrested for? [huimin] }
stealing too many people's hearts

21. What is 6's secret? [terry] }
he's gay. (: no la, jkjk

22. If 11 and 9 were racing to a destination, who would get there first? [claire and chewern]}
claire. her legs are oh so long!

23. What would 1 most likely give to 7 on his/her birthday? [sheryl and abigail] }
handmade peanut butter sandwiches?

24. 1 and 9 reluctantly team up to save the world from the threat posed by 4's sinister secret organization. 11 volunteers to help them, but it is later discovered that 11 is actually a spy for 4. Meanwhile, 4 has kidnapped 12 in an attempt to force their surrender. Following the wise advice of 5, they seek out 3, who gives them what they need to complete their quest. What title would you give this fic?
[sheryl and chewern reluctantly team up to save the world from the threat posed by ester's sinister secret organization. Claire volunteers to help them, but it is later discovered that Claire is actually a spy for Ester. Meanwhile, ester has kidnapped Chenghao in an attempt to force their surrender. Following the wise advice of huimin, they seek out WenHui, who gives them what they need to complete their quest.] lame?

.25. If you had to walk home through a bad neighbourhood late at night, would you feel safer in the company of 7 or 8? [abigaill and qien]
lets see... qien? cos he quite strong leh. but cannot la, more dangerous. chewern will come and hack me.

DONE!

11:39 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

RULES .
each blogger must post these rules first.each blogger starts about 8 random facts/habits about themselves.at the end of your blog,you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.don't forget to leave them a comment telling them that they're tagged and to read the rules in your blog.
#1. i'm emo but i'm gonna get over it soon
#2. I am in love
#3. I am hyper and can go nuts laughing over nothing.
#4. I prefer to tell people that i like them instead of waiting for them to find out and start avoiding me
#5. I love my primary school buddies (esp jiamin, xinping and liqin and angelia)
#6. I love the 7+1
#7. I love chocolate, ice cream, milk and all those junk.
#8. I love making friends!
i tagged,
joey
ester
sheryl } won't sabo her
huimin } won't sabo her too
tsang sheng } won't sabo
wenhui} won't sabo
clara
xinping} DEFINITELY WON'T SABO HER & ASK HER TO COME

11:26 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


haha, funny huh?

6:38 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

NOTE: please read the next post too, cos i separated them. i don't want posts to be too long.


GAWD.
today was THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.
okay, and yesterday.

I FAILED GEOG.
I FAILED CHINESE COMPO
I FAILED ACC(but this one don't need to care)

I ALMOST FAILED MATHS
I ALMOST FAILED SCIENCE

I'M NOT HAPPY WITH MY HISTORY
I'M NOT HAPPY WITH MY ENGLISH
I'M NOT HAPPY WITH MY LIT.

i'm not happy with my life.

ANYWAY, i'm like, SO LOOKING FORWARD TO MALAYSIA!
haha, but yang lao shi LIED.
and you do know i hate liars.
but she managed to convince my mum to let me go m'sia.
so i'll FORGIVE AND not FORGET.
(:

feelings.
spin the bottle for me, won't you?
i'm feeling so alone.
i just got over it.
and you do know that i'm fucking emo.
you know i cry so easily,
when his name is said,
you know how i feel don't you?
help me tide over this.
i don't wanna be a emo kid forever.

2:26 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

haha, deleted one post.
cos i don't want a certain somebody to see it.
:X not telling who ??? is!

anw, i found hong wei's blog.
all thanks to tsang sheng.
gosh, i love tsang sheng like shit can?
anw, just tagged lor.
haha, he's that short but cute scout guy joanna and i laughed at.
(:
i feel so mean.
but hey, at least he's short AND cute.
NOT short and UNcute.
(:
conclusion: i'm nice.

2:21 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


I have no idea why, but i seriously miss evergreen. CCHMS is nice but well, i still love my primary school more. Hais, i regret not cherishing it.




aww, ruba is bullying me):


7:41 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

hey honey, can't you tell?
i'm lying here feeling like i've just been to hell.
my heart is breaking,
my brain's not working.
the tears keep flowing.
hey honey, can't you tell?

And baby, its just because of you,
you took my heart and broke it into two.
you looked at me,
your eyes like stone.
baby, its just because of you.

Oh love, don't you know?
the words i said were just fake.
the things i said about not loving you,
were just the false truth that i wanted to believe.
oh love, don't you know?

and oh sweetheart, why don't you ask?
why i put on a mask,
and tell so many lies.
why i fake smiles,
and laugh when i cry all the time.
sweetie, don't you know, i tried my best to let go.
oh sweetheart, why don't you ask?

dearest darling, i'm just so sorry.
i tried my best to let go.
I tried to free you of the guilt.
but love can't be faked.
and acting as if i don't love you is so hard.
i just wanna give up.
sorry boy, i tried.

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5:23 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

happybirthday((;

HELLO WORLD(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!
((:
thanks to peixin, kenneth, jelyn, regine, huixuan,wen hui, abigail, angelia, phyllis, kexin, jia hang, ding yi, and HOXINPING [not forgetting the 7+1(joey,sheryl,huimin,chewern,clara,kuoxian,claire)] for their birthday wishes!
((:

2:33 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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