I'm currently in a beautiful bad mood.
no thanks to martin goh.
There was component today, & i was in no mood no write.
I think sometimes, I suffer from writer's block.
Nothing sounded right.
I'm seriously going to flunk it this time.
Damn, its going to pull down my grades..
Component 1- 23/30
Component 2- 20/30
Component 3- 23/30
Component 4- most like ly 18or19/30
I'm dead meat.

& today, eating with Quan Li was disastrous.
I wonder how many people thought we were a couple.
god, he's my "sister".
I'm SO not going to commit incest.
hah.

&mrY was flirting with joey and clara today.
hah.
DON'T DROP MY GRADE MRYEOOO!
:D

Anyway, for those who haven't noticed, I've cut my hair.
Have you seen a UGLY chinadoll walking around?
yeah, I think thats me.
IT SUCKSSS.
):
I'm gonna rebond soon, I guess.
I look like Miss Yee/Tiffany.
ARGHHH.

&&&&I'm currently onto the word ASSHOLE&LOSER!
hahaha.

NOTE: you freaking bitch. I trusted you. yet now its all over the class. No wonder many say you are a bitch.( I didn't mention any names&&&& you're not in the 7)

CURRENTLY FILLED A NEW LOVE;CBBBBBBBB!

I'm gonna give up all,
I'm gonna give up everything I've ever felt for you.
Since you don't care,
Since you walk past me without a glance.
You don't understand,
You think I don't care.
but the truth is, I have.
But now its over,
I hold no more hope.
Goodbye my love,
we have no future.
(* in order to clear any doubts, the crap I write is not directed to ANYBODY. once its over, its over)

love stories with happy endings make me sad.
4:45 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

people, read the following excerpt from jeremy's blog.
"when mr low announced tat the gate would b closed in 5 mins, i walked out of the gate slowly when all of a sudden, i saw cherlyn!!!! then tis gal v siao one...she came forward n gave me a big hug!!!"
JEREMY TAN! I'M SO NOT GONNA HUG YOU ANYMORE. BLEGH. SAY I SIAO. KICK YOU LAH. :D

anw, i'm sad again.
seems like the emo period is taking over once again.
ask claire, she was with me at the lake.
&&& i overheard yu xiang saying that masturbating is good for the mind. I asked him why,
he said, I DNO.
hah, whatever.
& the guys say that the edison chen's computer porn is nice.
goodness, they're sex maniacs.
HORNYYY.

I've decided to try & let go,
see if it works.
It may take a while,
but I'll do anything to forget.
I loved sam so much,
& i've forgotten him now,
so i don't see why i can't forget you too.
But still, looking at him brings back painful memories.
memories i'd rather do without.

you told me you'd lend me your shoulder,
but yet when i dropped a tear today,
i looked around,
and you weren't there.


3:54 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Picture Post

boon looking away, albert looking here.
Jiamin BFF and me! I look weird, though. :(
Miss woo:D
HAH, Miss Kalpana. BLEGHHH
Iskandar and his girlfriend. Not bad sia, his girlfriend pretty lehh.

Labels: Evergreen

6:28 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Hah.
Today is a sad sad day.
cos i'm feeling sad.
hah, thats so lame.shall talk about valentines.

I LOVE MY DEARRRRRS.
darling(huimin) gave me a rose!
and baobei(sheryl) dno give me what.
hah, i sent something to someone.
and i helped baobei send something to her special someone too!
:D
yes, i love valentines day.
I like to feel the love all around.
I bought balloons.
and unfortunately, the clever terry caused baobei's balloons(ALL OF THEM) to fly into the fan.
It was hilarious.
hahahahah.
I gave flowers to jiahang and eunice,
cos i bought them for nothing.
I just wanted to buy flowers lah.
Nobody to give to what.
Hah, i helped _________ to deliver a rose to bryan ng.
god, his class is so damn siao lah.
then _______ found out that he stead with the whitney liao.
so _________ no hope liao lor.
but bryan ng is so shuai lah.
i was so paiseh can.
Needless to say,
i had no surprises.
I just went home with martin goh.
and he was playing his handphone all the way.

Thankyou Mr yeo for your chocolates,
thank you joey for your cookie,
thank you wenhui for your chocolate,
thank you darling and baobei for always being there.
thank you, for being there for me, once upon a time.

I feel a pang of jealousy in my heart.
I notice this girl thats never been there before.
I know you don't understand,
I never told you why.
but now that i wanna tell you that i love you,
i don't think its wise.
I think I'm losing all of you,
perhaps you're already in love.
But just know that i'll always be here for you.
Love; oh no. not again.

6:10 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

hah,
i seriously need to go on a diet.
saw henry from evg just now.
boreddd.
not gonna blog soon.
happy valentine's day in advance!
GUIDES IS SELLING ROSES AND SUBWAY COOKIES AND BADGES! BUYYYY!

i don't need a valentine, i just want a rose or something from someone. but thats all too much to ask for, i guess.hah, i don't give a damn anyway.
12:24 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

hais.
went to evergreen today at the wrong time.
i seriously thought it started at 12 okay?
not my fault.
then iskandar called and told me it was ending.
I saw Angelia on my way..
she was leaving already!
Then I saw peixin talking to carmen.
Peixin's grown prettier!
not that she wasn't before..
I chionged to the canteen.
hah, & i saw all my dears there!
Albert's grown taller.
He's WAYYYY taller now.
from being shorter than me to 168cm>?
I think he's gonna catch up with his brother soon.
&&&boon was like, "BAI LAO SHUUUU!"
hahah, he's still as mad as ever!
Jia Min and I went to look for zhuo lao shi.
but she wasn't there.
blegh.
And Atikah's eyes are REALLY big.
They scare me.
:X
The sad thing is, YuPei didn't come.
)))):
boohoo.
ex-laogong nvr come.
nu er also never come.
hais, no family liaoos.
BUT, got LAOPO!
SHE BECOME SO PRETTY ALRD!
Oh ya, I saw Yao Feng and hierro and alvin and blah and blahblah at the gate before i left.
but by the time i walked there,
they were gone.
MAN, i hate you guys! :D
I saw Jeremy before I left,
so I hugged him straightaway.
Its been so long!
then he had to go.
anw, i'm gonna see him real soon when i go visiting.
hah, then i went home and got some things before heading to DaoQin's house.
I passed the things to DaoQin's mum,
& waited,
& waited,
& WAITED for DaoQin to arrive.
but wasn't home yet.
so i left.
And when i stepped out of the lift,
She came home.
hais.
:D
I wished I could have hugged all of you,
from jiamin, to albert, to xinping, to everyone i know.
anw, i reallyreallyreally miss you guys!

MY DEARRRS
Albert stop growing already! anw, stay cute and lovable! and you look more cute now!
JiaMin stay pretty, BFF
Iskandar Hey twin, we share the same birthdate!
Atikah stay big eyed and beautiful!
PeiXin stay friendly, nice, pretty and my friend!
YuPei you better call me or meet up with me! I miss you so damn much
Ailynn Get the hell back to Singapore!
Jeremy stay cute, my dear king!
Angelia Stay tall and pretty!

shall update this list soon..

9:47 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I just wanna love you in peace,
without pain.
I'm sorry.
4:14 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

random thought...

I am tired, but yet i cannot sleep.
I am tired, but yet i lay awake.
I am tired, but yet tears run down my face.
I am tired, but yet i still wait.
I am tired of all this love but you'll never know that.

I am sad, but yet i laugh all day.
I am sad, but yet i wipe my own tears.
I am sad, but yet it only began since i saw your face.
I am sad, but yet i still yearn to look at your face.
I am sad and all those smiles and unending laughter is only a mask.


:Dcherlyn-riffic right!
4:07 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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I'm currently in a beautiful bad mood.
no thanks to martin goh.
There was component today, & i was in no mood no write.
I think sometimes, I suffer from writer's block.
Nothing sounded right.
I'm seriously going to flunk it this time.
Damn, its going to pull down my grades..
Component 1- 23/30
Component 2- 20/30
Component 3- 23/30
Component 4- most like ly 18or19/30
I'm dead meat.

& today, eating with Quan Li was disastrous.
I wonder how many people thought we were a couple.
god, he's my "sister".
I'm SO not going to commit incest.
hah.

&mrY was flirting with joey and clara today.
hah.
DON'T DROP MY GRADE MRYEOOO!
:D

Anyway, for those who haven't noticed, I've cut my hair.
Have you seen a UGLY chinadoll walking around?
yeah, I think thats me.
IT SUCKSSS.
):
I'm gonna rebond soon, I guess.
I look like Miss Yee/Tiffany.
ARGHHH.

&&&&I'm currently onto the word ASSHOLE&LOSER!
hahaha.

NOTE: you freaking bitch. I trusted you. yet now its all over the class. No wonder many say you are a bitch.( I didn't mention any names&&&& you're not in the 7)

CURRENTLY FILLED A NEW LOVE;CBBBBBBBB!

I'm gonna give up all,
I'm gonna give up everything I've ever felt for you.
Since you don't care,
Since you walk past me without a glance.
You don't understand,
You think I don't care.
but the truth is, I have.
But now its over,
I hold no more hope.
Goodbye my love,
we have no future.
(* in order to clear any doubts, the crap I write is not directed to ANYBODY. once its over, its over)

love stories with happy endings make me sad.
4:45 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

people, read the following excerpt from jeremy's blog.
"when mr low announced tat the gate would b closed in 5 mins, i walked out of the gate slowly when all of a sudden, i saw cherlyn!!!! then tis gal v siao one...she came forward n gave me a big hug!!!"
JEREMY TAN! I'M SO NOT GONNA HUG YOU ANYMORE. BLEGH. SAY I SIAO. KICK YOU LAH. :D

anw, i'm sad again.
seems like the emo period is taking over once again.
ask claire, she was with me at the lake.
&&& i overheard yu xiang saying that masturbating is good for the mind. I asked him why,
he said, I DNO.
hah, whatever.
& the guys say that the edison chen's computer porn is nice.
goodness, they're sex maniacs.
HORNYYY.

I've decided to try & let go,
see if it works.
It may take a while,
but I'll do anything to forget.
I loved sam so much,
& i've forgotten him now,
so i don't see why i can't forget you too.
But still, looking at him brings back painful memories.
memories i'd rather do without.

you told me you'd lend me your shoulder,
but yet when i dropped a tear today,
i looked around,
and you weren't there.


3:54 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Picture Post

boon looking away, albert looking here.
Jiamin BFF and me! I look weird, though. :(
Miss woo:D
HAH, Miss Kalpana. BLEGHHH
Iskandar and his girlfriend. Not bad sia, his girlfriend pretty lehh.

Labels: Evergreen

6:28 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Hah.
Today is a sad sad day.
cos i'm feeling sad.
hah, thats so lame.shall talk about valentines.

I LOVE MY DEARRRRRS.
darling(huimin) gave me a rose!
and baobei(sheryl) dno give me what.
hah, i sent something to someone.
and i helped baobei send something to her special someone too!
:D
yes, i love valentines day.
I like to feel the love all around.
I bought balloons.
and unfortunately, the clever terry caused baobei's balloons(ALL OF THEM) to fly into the fan.
It was hilarious.
hahahahah.
I gave flowers to jiahang and eunice,
cos i bought them for nothing.
I just wanted to buy flowers lah.
Nobody to give to what.
Hah, i helped _________ to deliver a rose to bryan ng.
god, his class is so damn siao lah.
then _______ found out that he stead with the whitney liao.
so _________ no hope liao lor.
but bryan ng is so shuai lah.
i was so paiseh can.
Needless to say,
i had no surprises.
I just went home with martin goh.
and he was playing his handphone all the way.

Thankyou Mr yeo for your chocolates,
thank you joey for your cookie,
thank you wenhui for your chocolate,
thank you darling and baobei for always being there.
thank you, for being there for me, once upon a time.

I feel a pang of jealousy in my heart.
I notice this girl thats never been there before.
I know you don't understand,
I never told you why.
but now that i wanna tell you that i love you,
i don't think its wise.
I think I'm losing all of you,
perhaps you're already in love.
But just know that i'll always be here for you.
Love; oh no. not again.

6:10 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

hah,
i seriously need to go on a diet.
saw henry from evg just now.
boreddd.
not gonna blog soon.
happy valentine's day in advance!
GUIDES IS SELLING ROSES AND SUBWAY COOKIES AND BADGES! BUYYYY!

i don't need a valentine, i just want a rose or something from someone. but thats all too much to ask for, i guess.hah, i don't give a damn anyway.
12:24 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

hais.
went to evergreen today at the wrong time.
i seriously thought it started at 12 okay?
not my fault.
then iskandar called and told me it was ending.
I saw Angelia on my way..
she was leaving already!
Then I saw peixin talking to carmen.
Peixin's grown prettier!
not that she wasn't before..
I chionged to the canteen.
hah, & i saw all my dears there!
Albert's grown taller.
He's WAYYYY taller now.
from being shorter than me to 168cm>?
I think he's gonna catch up with his brother soon.
&&&boon was like, "BAI LAO SHUUUU!"
hahah, he's still as mad as ever!
Jia Min and I went to look for zhuo lao shi.
but she wasn't there.
blegh.
And Atikah's eyes are REALLY big.
They scare me.
:X
The sad thing is, YuPei didn't come.
)))):
boohoo.
ex-laogong nvr come.
nu er also never come.
hais, no family liaoos.
BUT, got LAOPO!
SHE BECOME SO PRETTY ALRD!
Oh ya, I saw Yao Feng and hierro and alvin and blah and blahblah at the gate before i left.
but by the time i walked there,
they were gone.
MAN, i hate you guys! :D
I saw Jeremy before I left,
so I hugged him straightaway.
Its been so long!
then he had to go.
anw, i'm gonna see him real soon when i go visiting.
hah, then i went home and got some things before heading to DaoQin's house.
I passed the things to DaoQin's mum,
& waited,
& waited,
& WAITED for DaoQin to arrive.
but wasn't home yet.
so i left.
And when i stepped out of the lift,
She came home.
hais.
:D
I wished I could have hugged all of you,
from jiamin, to albert, to xinping, to everyone i know.
anw, i reallyreallyreally miss you guys!

MY DEARRRS
Albert stop growing already! anw, stay cute and lovable! and you look more cute now!
JiaMin stay pretty, BFF
Iskandar Hey twin, we share the same birthdate!
Atikah stay big eyed and beautiful!
PeiXin stay friendly, nice, pretty and my friend!
YuPei you better call me or meet up with me! I miss you so damn much
Ailynn Get the hell back to Singapore!
Jeremy stay cute, my dear king!
Angelia Stay tall and pretty!

shall update this list soon..

9:47 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I just wanna love you in peace,
without pain.
I'm sorry.
4:14 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

random thought...

I am tired, but yet i cannot sleep.
I am tired, but yet i lay awake.
I am tired, but yet tears run down my face.
I am tired, but yet i still wait.
I am tired of all this love but you'll never know that.

I am sad, but yet i laugh all day.
I am sad, but yet i wipe my own tears.
I am sad, but yet it only began since i saw your face.
I am sad, but yet i still yearn to look at your face.
I am sad and all those smiles and unending laughter is only a mask.


:Dcherlyn-riffic right!
4:07 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

{ I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky }

Hello my name is Cherlyn! I'm studying in Evergreen Primary Chung Cheng High (Main), Class of lovely blondes 2Justice 3Grace. I (heartz) my lovely Chinese Orchestra girlguides! I have lovely girlfriends and they know who they are! I ♥ Coke to bits and I think that whoever created chocolate icecream is fabulous! On the outside, I'm crazy and unpredictable, I've embarrassed myself only about a gazillion times! On the inside, I'm a die-hard romantic. I like pretty flowers, shooting stars(which are virtually non-existent in my daily life, rainbows, taiwan dramas, Wuzun, Yan Ya Lun, yeah all the hunks alright. I ♥ Yaoi and I'm proud of it~ Junjouromantica, ohshc, Fairytail, One Piece are just a few of the many anime/manga I adore! Yes I'm a Otaku but I don't give a shit if you think I'm weird. I'm still young at heart 'cuz I love Walt Disney productions, fairytales and the like! I love long bus/mrt rides and I really really really like roller coasters! Its a pity ETP ones have no kick at all.. I hate running, ANTS and people who think the world of themselves and also guys that think girls will fall hopelessly in love with them. But above all, I dislike liars and insensitive people the most! I think Maths is an unnecessary torture students are subjected to and I think English is the best language ever (French rocks too though). My life ambition is to get married, have kids and stay home watching dramas/shopping all day. I wanna own a hundred pairs of shoes when I grow up and kiss in Paris, in front of the Eiffel Tower. I ♥ the Pokemon Ball Toys that were available w every Happy Meal awhile ago! :D Sometimes I do stupid things and regret them afterwards.... I hate being ignored, I hate people being angry with me and I really wanna be friends with everybody that wants to be friends with me! Sometimes I get alittle bimbotic cuz I scream at every single thing that shocks me. I like eating, seriously and thats why I'm not skinny! (I'm putting it v. nicely) I cry easily and people that can cheer me up are the best! I think true love is something everybody will experience but I think the one for me is someone that can make me feel at ease whenever I'm with him. I'm always up for new challenges (except academic ones) and if you wanna be friends.... all you have to do is smile and say hello. :D