bored.
bored.
really bored.

I heard there's this game called Miss Bimbo. Super cool,aye?
I'm gonna try playing!
(:


1:46 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Yesterday was a bad day.
Lets talk about the sports meet, its the reason for my red face.

1. On my way to the sports stadium, Bb&Darl were calling my handphone like there was no tomorrow.
2. I was sitting beside TQL(a.k.a sister) & BBandDarl were pushing and pushing on the pretext of people needing to walk around. AND FOR THE LAST TIME, HE'S NOT MY TYPE.
3. The sun was burning me, my face & arms.
   
4. GaySRnathan & cb never come.
5. I screamed till my throat hurt. It still hurts, now.

Lets talk about the outing to Bugis with Jiawei & HuiMin. Not necessarily bad.

1. Saw fengmao @ bishan mrt. I think he's blind.
2. Hmm, Martin pangseh-ed us for QiEn.
3. I got forced to watch Shutter (darl's idea)
   
4. I was scared.
5. My mum nagged at me.
6. Saw BB with her friends @KFC
7. Bought a bag @ bugis street (darl chose it)
8. Took neoprints with Darl.

LOL. Anw, Darling&JiaWei are cowards!
They weren't watching the movie.
I had to tell them about the scary parts as they shut their eyes.
AND I WAS THE ONE WHO DIDN'T WANT TO WATCH IT COS I WAS SCARED!
Hais.
And the neoprints taken were without baobei, SADDD.
But oh well, I bought a bag.

And since fish visits my blog, I shall write something
I SAW FISH @ THE SPORTS MEET.
HE WAS NOT WEARING SCHOOL SOCKS.
LOUSY COUNCILLOR.
but then, I wasn't wearing school socks too.
&fish, you missed our date that day.
LOL. stop pretending to be godly.

AND YES, I GOT MOLESTED.
INSIDE THE MRT ON THE WAY TO CITYHALL.
JW WAS WITH ME.
THIS GUY WAS PUSHING HIS **** AGAINST ME.
BUT IT WAS CROWDED.
I COULDN'T SAY ANYTHING.
):

oh gay, where the hell were you?
8:15 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I've been real down lately, no thanks to the nightmares.
I seriously need some cheering up.
LOL, i guess I can cheer myself up.
Hmm.
Anyway, I think that many people grow up too fast.
They dress in clothes way too mature.
Like me, huimin always says I'm aunty. (no, I'm not. She's just weird)
yeah, & they're always playing it cool, hiding their emotions and all.
They should be more like me, laugh and laugh and laugh.
okay, maybe not as crazy as me.
:X

Maybe its the weather,
Or the random rejection,
I'm sad.
Really.

Suicide,
thats the only escape that comes to my mind.
I think of you,
I think I'm blind.
Why have I fallen for such a guy?
I think of dying,
I take out my penknife,
Once.
Twice.
How many cuts will it take for my blood to run dry?
You didn't tell me you loved me,
I was fine with that.
But you broke my heart,
scarred it bad.
And what you did,
I cannot forget.
I'm not kind,
I don't forgive and forget.
-something I wrote in the bus. Nothing to do with me.


gotta go to my grandma's. ):
I'm gonna pierce my helix on thurs/fri(:
I'm such a rebel.

2:24 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

today was a sad, sad day.
I woke up from a bad, bad dream.
involving someone and someothers.
& I was crying when I woke up, I don't know why.
hais.
&today was filled with more downs than ups.
hmm,
downs
I had a quarrel with my mum,
I cried,
I had a bad dream,
I had to go to swimming,
I felt like quitting ****

ups
I've decided to pierce my helix(thats what sheryl calls it) & not let my parents know. THEY'LL KILL ME.
(: yep, thats it!


anwanw, I love my girlfriends!
wootwoot.
7:18 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

went to parkway with darl&baobei today!
I missed the stop, so damn blur la!
Then we camwhored, walked around.
I was hoping to see the gay.
Then this guy scammed us for a paper star.
LOSER LAAA.
anws, for more info&pictures, visit darling's blog @ http://miss-veggie.blogspot.com

HIGHLIGHTS
i didn't wear aunty clothes. (NOT THAT I DO!)
huimin was molested by the mini toons woman!

the end.
love my gfriends.
8:25 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

bored.
zomg. 3 days without school.
that equals to not seeing the gay for 3days.
doesn't that mean i'll see the gay triple times?
suay sia.
(huimin&sheryl, shuttup!)
That also equals no cb for 3days.
Thats super good.
Since I'm goddamn pissed with what he just did.

&&& terry chang's a bastard.
&&&&&I love mr yeo, he says I pay attention in class. (:
&&&&&&& I'm going to parkway tmr! with lovelove;darl&baobei

bored.
just wrote another piece of crap.
I was bored on the bus,
so I wrote it for joey's script.
LOL
8:34 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Tell me why everytime I watch dramas, I cry.
Tell me why I feel torn apart,
everytime the female protagonist has a choice.
Why not the sweet, romantic guy>?

my heart aches, at every kiss they take.
AHHHHH!
11:59 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

hah, the new car arrived yesterday.
I can now watch my dramas in the car!
:D:D:D:D:D:D
11:58 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

my heart aches.
I don't understand why rainie chose mike he la.
Its always like that,
the sweet guy never ends up happy.
I'd choose Kingone la.
He's so hawwt, sweet & sentimental.
AND ROMANTIC.
thats hard to find.

but mike he's funny & cute.
I like him too!


ahh, i can't decide who to support.
):

WHERES MY KINGONE!
7:58 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Kingone Wang is hawwwwt.
SO ROMANTIC LA.

I cried like hell watching whywhylove today,
I always watch dramas WAY after they're shown.
I always cry watching dramas.


when will I find the one for me?
the one who'll not be afraid, to show me off to the world.
the only one that ever did was desmond ow,
but he's not the one for me.

9:11 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

hello; world.
I miss school already.

:X Did I just say that?
2:33 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

yeah, going out with quan li tmr.
i think.
to the shelter.
2:32 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I hate guys.
They only like talking to pretty girls.
I guess I should become les./gay.

I esp. hate CH.
he's so *****ing sarcastic.
keep saying I extra.
just 'cause I ain't pretty.
its like, what the hell?
he's not too good-looking either.
terry's much better.
even though terry is so ****.
sian.
& I can't stand it any longer.
pushing all the work to me.

Guys are guys.
They prefer befriending pretty people.
&&being of a different colour doesn't help.
hah, but I'll age well this way.

perhaps I should retreat,
hide behind my human shell.
show you guys who I am,
the quiet & introverted me.
I know I'm all smiles,
I know all I do is laugh,
but all the happy times just replace the sad times spent crying to sleep.
So for now guys,
adieu.
I guess perhaps I should shut my trap,
&& stop going on and on like a bee.
I wonder which me you would prefer.
or maybe everyone just hates me.

2:20 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

project today.
B-O-R-I-N-G!
wasn't wearing school uniform, but the guards let us in anyway.
Henry didn't come & was unreachable.
ass la.

its raining now.
thats sad, 'cause everytime it rains I wanna cry.
which is weird.
I guess I miss my childhood, so damn much.
I wanna go back to the good 'ol days.
perhaps kindergarten, or primary school.

Nobody was free today.
So now I'm home.
cold and alone.
NOT!
:D my brother's constant chatter makes me wish for solitude, sometimes.

&I'm currently obsessed. Its something I'm not proud of, seeing the type of person (s)he is. & the CB thing seems to be shrinking. I hope not. I wanna stay with one.
2:10 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

WHOS FREE ON WEDNESDAY TO GO TO THE SHELTER WITH ME.
SINCE DARL&BAOBEI CAN'T GO..

going with quanli already
11:56 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I'm so traumatised.
Really, I am!
Please call 999 if you know the following: XIANWEI; HUIYAN; SANDY; NICOLE; SIEWTING.
they are RAPISTS.

I was molested by them on friday.
Don't say that pulling my bra isn't an offence.
hah.
:D
they were pulling&PULLING my bra.
SICKOS.
& of course, many others were involved as well.
HORNY YAN even went to the extent of pouring water down my shirt.
XIANWEI WAS HITTING MY ****.
SANDY AND SIEWTING AND NICOLE WERE PULLING AND TOUCHING.
goodness, why me?
....
to end it off,
keith low took my car.
zZZ.
I should not have answered that call.

hah, anyway, i bought a cake for quanli(SISTER)
since it was so last minute.
& he lost the card.
ASSHOLE.
so I had to make another.
& he gave the last piece to me.
& would not allow me to share with s&h.
but i still did.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!
& now his class&MY CLASS is going on about us.
help, i'm really not into him.
as in, seriously.
for the time being.
that sounds wrong.
I mean, I'm not into him as far as I know.
he's my sister.
:D






VENTING MY ANGER NOW.

I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER FOR ALWAYS TRYING TO MAKE ME MAD.
ASS.
FIRST IT WAS *********
THEN NOW ITS *********
YOU CAN'T STOP,
CAN YOU?
MAKING ******** CARRY ******
BLOODY BITCH.
THERE!
ITS ALL OUT.
11:44 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

not done with the editing yet.
):
HAHAH, CB!
6:08 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

ULU PANDAN TODAYYY!
IT WAS NICE.
(obviously la! CB leyyyy!)
anw, it was quite okay lahh.
but the singapore's play was UBERR boring.
hahah.
i'm still happy now.
:D
anw, went to SUBWAY with darling&baobei!
YUMYUM((:
then left for class.
&YiQian was telling me about his blog.
but YiQian, I don't have your link how to see? -.-"
hahah.
I'm SOOO lucky I'm in JT.
Then can go with another class!
hahaha:D
can't wait for sec2camp!.
but i don't wanna be grouped with people in 2IT.
they'll keep disturbing me.

anw, I wanna ask.
Am i really very aunty?
cos HUIMIN(DARLING) KEEP SAYING I MORE AUNTY THAN TIFFANY.
):
fine, no chance liao.

you held my eyes,
our gaze connected.
Even if it was for a moment or so.
:D

I WANNA GO ULU PANDAN AGAIN!
5:47 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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bored.
bored.
really bored.

I heard there's this game called Miss Bimbo. Super cool,aye?
I'm gonna try playing!
(:


1:46 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Yesterday was a bad day.
Lets talk about the sports meet, its the reason for my red face.

1. On my way to the sports stadium, Bb&Darl were calling my handphone like there was no tomorrow.
2. I was sitting beside TQL(a.k.a sister) & BBandDarl were pushing and pushing on the pretext of people needing to walk around. AND FOR THE LAST TIME, HE'S NOT MY TYPE.
3. The sun was burning me, my face & arms.
   
4. GaySRnathan & cb never come.
5. I screamed till my throat hurt. It still hurts, now.

Lets talk about the outing to Bugis with Jiawei & HuiMin. Not necessarily bad.

1. Saw fengmao @ bishan mrt. I think he's blind.
2. Hmm, Martin pangseh-ed us for QiEn.
3. I got forced to watch Shutter (darl's idea)
   
4. I was scared.
5. My mum nagged at me.
6. Saw BB with her friends @KFC
7. Bought a bag @ bugis street (darl chose it)
8. Took neoprints with Darl.

LOL. Anw, Darling&JiaWei are cowards!
They weren't watching the movie.
I had to tell them about the scary parts as they shut their eyes.
AND I WAS THE ONE WHO DIDN'T WANT TO WATCH IT COS I WAS SCARED!
Hais.
And the neoprints taken were without baobei, SADDD.
But oh well, I bought a bag.

And since fish visits my blog, I shall write something
I SAW FISH @ THE SPORTS MEET.
HE WAS NOT WEARING SCHOOL SOCKS.
LOUSY COUNCILLOR.
but then, I wasn't wearing school socks too.
&fish, you missed our date that day.
LOL. stop pretending to be godly.

AND YES, I GOT MOLESTED.
INSIDE THE MRT ON THE WAY TO CITYHALL.
JW WAS WITH ME.
THIS GUY WAS PUSHING HIS **** AGAINST ME.
BUT IT WAS CROWDED.
I COULDN'T SAY ANYTHING.
):

oh gay, where the hell were you?
8:15 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I've been real down lately, no thanks to the nightmares.
I seriously need some cheering up.
LOL, i guess I can cheer myself up.
Hmm.
Anyway, I think that many people grow up too fast.
They dress in clothes way too mature.
Like me, huimin always says I'm aunty. (no, I'm not. She's just weird)
yeah, & they're always playing it cool, hiding their emotions and all.
They should be more like me, laugh and laugh and laugh.
okay, maybe not as crazy as me.
:X

Maybe its the weather,
Or the random rejection,
I'm sad.
Really.

Suicide,
thats the only escape that comes to my mind.
I think of you,
I think I'm blind.
Why have I fallen for such a guy?
I think of dying,
I take out my penknife,
Once.
Twice.
How many cuts will it take for my blood to run dry?
You didn't tell me you loved me,
I was fine with that.
But you broke my heart,
scarred it bad.
And what you did,
I cannot forget.
I'm not kind,
I don't forgive and forget.
-something I wrote in the bus. Nothing to do with me.


gotta go to my grandma's. ):
I'm gonna pierce my helix on thurs/fri(:
I'm such a rebel.

2:24 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

today was a sad, sad day.
I woke up from a bad, bad dream.
involving someone and someothers.
& I was crying when I woke up, I don't know why.
hais.
&today was filled with more downs than ups.
hmm,
downs
I had a quarrel with my mum,
I cried,
I had a bad dream,
I had to go to swimming,
I felt like quitting ****

ups
I've decided to pierce my helix(thats what sheryl calls it) & not let my parents know. THEY'LL KILL ME.
(: yep, thats it!


anwanw, I love my girlfriends!
wootwoot.
7:18 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

went to parkway with darl&baobei today!
I missed the stop, so damn blur la!
Then we camwhored, walked around.
I was hoping to see the gay.
Then this guy scammed us for a paper star.
LOSER LAAA.
anws, for more info&pictures, visit darling's blog @ http://miss-veggie.blogspot.com

HIGHLIGHTS
i didn't wear aunty clothes. (NOT THAT I DO!)
huimin was molested by the mini toons woman!

the end.
love my gfriends.
8:25 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

bored.
zomg. 3 days without school.
that equals to not seeing the gay for 3days.
doesn't that mean i'll see the gay triple times?
suay sia.
(huimin&sheryl, shuttup!)
That also equals no cb for 3days.
Thats super good.
Since I'm goddamn pissed with what he just did.

&&& terry chang's a bastard.
&&&&&I love mr yeo, he says I pay attention in class. (:
&&&&&&& I'm going to parkway tmr! with lovelove;darl&baobei

bored.
just wrote another piece of crap.
I was bored on the bus,
so I wrote it for joey's script.
LOL
8:34 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Tell me why everytime I watch dramas, I cry.
Tell me why I feel torn apart,
everytime the female protagonist has a choice.
Why not the sweet, romantic guy>?

my heart aches, at every kiss they take.
AHHHHH!
11:59 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

hah, the new car arrived yesterday.
I can now watch my dramas in the car!
:D:D:D:D:D:D
11:58 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

my heart aches.
I don't understand why rainie chose mike he la.
Its always like that,
the sweet guy never ends up happy.
I'd choose Kingone la.
He's so hawwt, sweet & sentimental.
AND ROMANTIC.
thats hard to find.

but mike he's funny & cute.
I like him too!


ahh, i can't decide who to support.
):

WHERES MY KINGONE!
7:58 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Kingone Wang is hawwwwt.
SO ROMANTIC LA.

I cried like hell watching whywhylove today,
I always watch dramas WAY after they're shown.
I always cry watching dramas.


when will I find the one for me?
the one who'll not be afraid, to show me off to the world.
the only one that ever did was desmond ow,
but he's not the one for me.

9:11 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

hello; world.
I miss school already.

:X Did I just say that?
2:33 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

yeah, going out with quan li tmr.
i think.
to the shelter.
2:32 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I hate guys.
They only like talking to pretty girls.
I guess I should become les./gay.

I esp. hate CH.
he's so *****ing sarcastic.
keep saying I extra.
just 'cause I ain't pretty.
its like, what the hell?
he's not too good-looking either.
terry's much better.
even though terry is so ****.
sian.
& I can't stand it any longer.
pushing all the work to me.

Guys are guys.
They prefer befriending pretty people.
&&being of a different colour doesn't help.
hah, but I'll age well this way.

perhaps I should retreat,
hide behind my human shell.
show you guys who I am,
the quiet & introverted me.
I know I'm all smiles,
I know all I do is laugh,
but all the happy times just replace the sad times spent crying to sleep.
So for now guys,
adieu.
I guess perhaps I should shut my trap,
&& stop going on and on like a bee.
I wonder which me you would prefer.
or maybe everyone just hates me.

2:20 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

project today.
B-O-R-I-N-G!
wasn't wearing school uniform, but the guards let us in anyway.
Henry didn't come & was unreachable.
ass la.

its raining now.
thats sad, 'cause everytime it rains I wanna cry.
which is weird.
I guess I miss my childhood, so damn much.
I wanna go back to the good 'ol days.
perhaps kindergarten, or primary school.

Nobody was free today.
So now I'm home.
cold and alone.
NOT!
:D my brother's constant chatter makes me wish for solitude, sometimes.

&I'm currently obsessed. Its something I'm not proud of, seeing the type of person (s)he is. & the CB thing seems to be shrinking. I hope not. I wanna stay with one.
2:10 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

WHOS FREE ON WEDNESDAY TO GO TO THE SHELTER WITH ME.
SINCE DARL&BAOBEI CAN'T GO..

going with quanli already
11:56 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I'm so traumatised.
Really, I am!
Please call 999 if you know the following: XIANWEI; HUIYAN; SANDY; NICOLE; SIEWTING.
they are RAPISTS.

I was molested by them on friday.
Don't say that pulling my bra isn't an offence.
hah.
:D
they were pulling&PULLING my bra.
SICKOS.
& of course, many others were involved as well.
HORNY YAN even went to the extent of pouring water down my shirt.
XIANWEI WAS HITTING MY ****.
SANDY AND SIEWTING AND NICOLE WERE PULLING AND TOUCHING.
goodness, why me?
....
to end it off,
keith low took my car.
zZZ.
I should not have answered that call.

hah, anyway, i bought a cake for quanli(SISTER)
since it was so last minute.
& he lost the card.
ASSHOLE.
so I had to make another.
& he gave the last piece to me.
& would not allow me to share with s&h.
but i still did.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!
& now his class&MY CLASS is going on about us.
help, i'm really not into him.
as in, seriously.
for the time being.
that sounds wrong.
I mean, I'm not into him as far as I know.
he's my sister.
:D






VENTING MY ANGER NOW.

I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER
I HATE HER FOR ALWAYS TRYING TO MAKE ME MAD.
ASS.
FIRST IT WAS *********
THEN NOW ITS *********
YOU CAN'T STOP,
CAN YOU?
MAKING ******** CARRY ******
BLOODY BITCH.
THERE!
ITS ALL OUT.
11:44 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

not done with the editing yet.
):
HAHAH, CB!
6:08 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

ULU PANDAN TODAYYY!
IT WAS NICE.
(obviously la! CB leyyyy!)
anw, it was quite okay lahh.
but the singapore's play was UBERR boring.
hahah.
i'm still happy now.
:D
anw, went to SUBWAY with darling&baobei!
YUMYUM((:
then left for class.
&YiQian was telling me about his blog.
but YiQian, I don't have your link how to see? -.-"
hahah.
I'm SOOO lucky I'm in JT.
Then can go with another class!
hahaha:D
can't wait for sec2camp!.
but i don't wanna be grouped with people in 2IT.
they'll keep disturbing me.

anw, I wanna ask.
Am i really very aunty?
cos HUIMIN(DARLING) KEEP SAYING I MORE AUNTY THAN TIFFANY.
):
fine, no chance liao.

you held my eyes,
our gaze connected.
Even if it was for a moment or so.
:D

I WANNA GO ULU PANDAN AGAIN!
5:47 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

{ I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky }

Hello my name is Cherlyn! I'm studying in Evergreen Primary Chung Cheng High (Main), Class of lovely blondes 2Justice 3Grace. I (heartz) my lovely Chinese Orchestra girlguides! I have lovely girlfriends and they know who they are! I ♥ Coke to bits and I think that whoever created chocolate icecream is fabulous! On the outside, I'm crazy and unpredictable, I've embarrassed myself only about a gazillion times! On the inside, I'm a die-hard romantic. I like pretty flowers, shooting stars(which are virtually non-existent in my daily life, rainbows, taiwan dramas, Wuzun, Yan Ya Lun, yeah all the hunks alright. I ♥ Yaoi and I'm proud of it~ Junjouromantica, ohshc, Fairytail, One Piece are just a few of the many anime/manga I adore! Yes I'm a Otaku but I don't give a shit if you think I'm weird. I'm still young at heart 'cuz I love Walt Disney productions, fairytales and the like! I love long bus/mrt rides and I really really really like roller coasters! Its a pity ETP ones have no kick at all.. I hate running, ANTS and people who think the world of themselves and also guys that think girls will fall hopelessly in love with them. But above all, I dislike liars and insensitive people the most! I think Maths is an unnecessary torture students are subjected to and I think English is the best language ever (French rocks too though). My life ambition is to get married, have kids and stay home watching dramas/shopping all day. I wanna own a hundred pairs of shoes when I grow up and kiss in Paris, in front of the Eiffel Tower. I ♥ the Pokemon Ball Toys that were available w every Happy Meal awhile ago! :D Sometimes I do stupid things and regret them afterwards.... I hate being ignored, I hate people being angry with me and I really wanna be friends with everybody that wants to be friends with me! Sometimes I get alittle bimbotic cuz I scream at every single thing that shocks me. I like eating, seriously and thats why I'm not skinny! (I'm putting it v. nicely) I cry easily and people that can cheer me up are the best! I think true love is something everybody will experience but I think the one for me is someone that can make me feel at ease whenever I'm with him. I'm always up for new challenges (except academic ones) and if you wanna be friends.... all you have to do is smile and say hello. :D