god, aft reading a certain post I realise how much she's taken away.
The whole of the heart, I guess. Or almost all.
But I don't care, stick together, whatever.
I'm past caring,
or am i?
I'm so confused, when did it happen?
How can my heart decide,
when I've said, its no love forever?
Exams are boring.
DROOOOLS.
And the fact that MrYeo is leaving hangs on my mind.
I'm gonna miss him,
I don't want that sucky malay woman.
I'm sure she sucks.
):
But YST says that if I get him as my tuition teacher,
there'll be no need for goodbyes.
Too late, he's booked, i think.
By someone(heehee)
LOL. Mr Lam's available...
Maybe?
Hmm. I think I have to start on the card once the exams end.
Or I'll get beaten to it.
And I want to win, at least once, this time.
In the dream, you held me tight.
Our arms crossed, our fingers interlocked.
But I don't understand what I'm feeling now.
It ain't lust, I don't think it can be love.
But I think that our paths won't cross again.
I'll not look back,
at the remains of you.
You're not the person I once knew.
So it ain't worth missing the new you.
2:41 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I don't know why, but you've changed.You've become cold and distant, I feel your sarcasm all the time.Perhaps its because of that,or something I've done,But I'm gonna stop helping you.If anyone else wants to lodge a complaint, I won't care.I've decided to stop standing up for you,I'll be cold and distant too.Even if you drop dead one day, I don't think I'll cry.I don't think I might kill myself too.oh no, I wonder what I did. I think it was I that liked your character right from the start,even though the others, including them, were so against you.The world is changing, people are ignoring me.
I wonder what is it I do.
perhaps something's wrong with me.
I shouldn't have trusted you.
The reason it hurts so much is because I trusted you.
I didn't like you, or crush you,
but I thought I could depend on you.
I guess I'm wrong.
Tell me why I deserve this.
Please.
6:08 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun

jiangchenxi's autograph that cost $10. SUPER NICE JIAHANG SPONSORED $4! I LOVE HER!
BAZAAR YESTERDAY!
Hmm, the hairspray store was so sucessful.
IT WAS MY IDEAAA:D
We finished early, so i went to the haunted house w/ wenhui, ester, regine, qi en and jia wei.
@4CR'S HAUNTED HOUSE
LOL, we waited an hour plus.
& yongkee was the person who brought us around, I think.
It was so damn scary!
I screamed @ every damned thing laaa:X\
I think the ghosts went deaf.
:D PICTURESS

regine covering her face

hahah. MONKEY and me!
LOL, I'm still traumatised by the ghosts...
@COCONUT STALL
LOL. It got flooded. Clara was up to her knees in water. But I guess thats obvious, judging from her height...(JOKING)
Anw, MrY was in shorts, chopping the coconuts. His legs are.... (I can't say anything 'lest my grades drop) :D hahah.
@STATIONERY SHOP
TsangSheng, Fengmao, Shawn& (I think so la)Jake came over.
LOL, then that fengmao keep making my balloons.
Then they see see already then go.
HAH. but shawn&(IalreadysaidITHINK)Jake came back to buy something.
They're so nice la! compared to tsangsheng and fengmao....
LOL. so I've finally seen shawn's face.
No nightmares, thank god. LOL.
hahah. and some guy gave me $3 for free.
It must be because I'm too pretty.
Joking laaa:X
PICTURES!

Looks like her, right?

Hahah, I have nicenice lips laaa:X

CHICKEN, MONKEY, GHOST/HUMAN

HALF-CHICKEN, RETARDED MONKEY , HUMAN/GHOST

A BOOK I BOUGHT:D SWEET AYE?
the end. shall post pictures FROM another time, some other day!
i'm watching bullfighting!
12:28 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
From Yeo.
Rules of the game: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.
1. At what age do you wish to be married?
25. or when I've fallen madly in love.
2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
HuiMin, ChengHao and Ester. Ester can think up an escape plan, HuiMin can climb up trees to pluck coconuts and ChengHao can do all the work. ME, I will SUPERVISE! and sheryl can't swim, so I guess she has to be left alone.
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Disney Land. As in, the one with all the happy endings.4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
To find my mr. Right, fall madly in love with him, get him to fall madly in love with me, get married & have kids.5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
NOPE. I think I need to feed my stomach.
6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My loved ones, including my friends and family.
7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
hmm, donate some to charity, some to save the animals and some to spend on friends&family, and some for me.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yeah, I think you owe the guy that. I mean, you have to tell him, don't you?
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Hmm, he's uber cute&funny. He's super goodlooking(fingerscrossed) and I'm madly in love with him(OVER MY DEAD BODY!)he's my favourite adult in school.
10. What requirement you wish from your other half?
To love me, respect me, and trust me, whatever we may face.
11. What kind of person you hate the most?
People who don't mean what they say. In other words, LIARS.
12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
I will. I will never come to ChungCheng to suffer from sleep deprivation.
13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
Its impossible to put down in words. Making the effort to understand, to be there, just to offer a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on. Being happy, together, no matter what. Actually, IDK.
14. If you were about to die, how would you want to leave? And would you rather be buried, cremated, or whatever?
I want to be with my loved ones, my family, my other half. I want to hold them all in my arms and tell them how much I love them. I don't want to be buried, I want my organs to be donated. For scientific experiments, or saving people.
15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
If the fighting comes home, I say we bring the fight to theirs.16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My uncontrollable emotions. I fall in love way too easily.
17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
perhaps my girlfs and goodfs, but I don't know. I want them written down, in a diary.
18. What's your weakest point?
Seeing someone on the verge of breaking down19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
My skin colour. LOL.20. What is the one thing you regret most?
Being mean. I regret all the nasty things that leave my mouth.
7:28 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
Today's my Dad's birthday! :D
I made him a card,
& I'm gonna treat him to dim sum next week.
hais, the $ I've saved is going to FLY away.
sian.
Anyway,
happy birthday DAD!
LOL.
Huimin, Sheryl & Martin coming my house tmr.
to do project.
Yip Cheng Cheng not free.
BANGLA LAAA.
and nobody's gonna be home,
yeah!
My family will be at grandma's.
:D
Its so cool, they're coming over to woodlands!
LOL.
bored.
TAG REPLIES
{spammer} LOL, hi! (:
{HuiMin} darling, will tag you soon laaa!
{Sheryl} LOVEYOU BAOBEI
{jiahang} I'm not as pretty as you la! Thanks for cheering me up!
{ChewErn} Aiya, okay la. I relink now... tsktsk, so troublesome.
{Shadow} LOL, but I haven't signed up!
{Dingyi} YEAH, cool right!
6:42 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
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god, aft reading a certain post I realise how much she's taken away.
The whole of the heart, I guess. Or almost all.
But I don't care, stick together, whatever.
I'm past caring,
or am i?
I'm so confused, when did it happen?
How can my heart decide,
when I've said, its no love forever?
Exams are boring.
DROOOOLS.
And the fact that MrYeo is leaving hangs on my mind.
I'm gonna miss him,
I don't want that sucky malay woman.
I'm sure she sucks.
):
But YST says that if I get him as my tuition teacher,
there'll be no need for goodbyes.
Too late, he's booked, i think.
By someone(heehee)
LOL. Mr Lam's available...
Maybe?
Hmm. I think I have to start on the card once the exams end.
Or I'll get beaten to it.
And I want to win, at least once, this time.
In the dream, you held me tight.
Our arms crossed, our fingers interlocked.
But I don't understand what I'm feeling now.
It ain't lust, I don't think it can be love.
But I think that our paths won't cross again.
I'll not look back,
at the remains of you.
You're not the person I once knew.
So it ain't worth missing the new you.
2:41 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
I don't know why, but you've changed.You've become cold and distant, I feel your sarcasm all the time.Perhaps its because of that,or something I've done,But I'm gonna stop helping you.If anyone else wants to lodge a complaint, I won't care.I've decided to stop standing up for you,I'll be cold and distant too.Even if you drop dead one day, I don't think I'll cry.I don't think I might kill myself too.oh no, I wonder what I did. I think it was I that liked your character right from the start,even though the others, including them, were so against you.The world is changing, people are ignoring me.
I wonder what is it I do.
perhaps something's wrong with me.
I shouldn't have trusted you.
The reason it hurts so much is because I trusted you.
I didn't like you, or crush you,
but I thought I could depend on you.
I guess I'm wrong.
Tell me why I deserve this.
Please.
6:08 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun

jiangchenxi's autograph that cost $10. SUPER NICE JIAHANG SPONSORED $4! I LOVE HER!
BAZAAR YESTERDAY!
Hmm, the hairspray store was so sucessful.
IT WAS MY IDEAAA:D
We finished early, so i went to the haunted house w/ wenhui, ester, regine, qi en and jia wei.
@4CR'S HAUNTED HOUSE
LOL, we waited an hour plus.
& yongkee was the person who brought us around, I think.
It was so damn scary!
I screamed @ every damned thing laaa:X\
I think the ghosts went deaf.
:D PICTURESS

regine covering her face

hahah. MONKEY and me!
LOL, I'm still traumatised by the ghosts...
@COCONUT STALL
LOL. It got flooded. Clara was up to her knees in water. But I guess thats obvious, judging from her height...(JOKING)
Anw, MrY was in shorts, chopping the coconuts. His legs are.... (I can't say anything 'lest my grades drop) :D hahah.
@STATIONERY SHOP
TsangSheng, Fengmao, Shawn& (I think so la)Jake came over.
LOL, then that fengmao keep making my balloons.
Then they see see already then go.
HAH. but shawn&(IalreadysaidITHINK)Jake came back to buy something.
They're so nice la! compared to tsangsheng and fengmao....
LOL. so I've finally seen shawn's face.
No nightmares, thank god. LOL.
hahah. and some guy gave me $3 for free.
It must be because I'm too pretty.
Joking laaa:X
PICTURES!

Looks like her, right?

Hahah, I have nicenice lips laaa:X

CHICKEN, MONKEY, GHOST/HUMAN

HALF-CHICKEN, RETARDED MONKEY , HUMAN/GHOST

A BOOK I BOUGHT:D SWEET AYE?
the end. shall post pictures FROM another time, some other day!
i'm watching bullfighting!
12:28 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
From Yeo.
Rules of the game: Remove one question from below, add in one of your own(personal), to make a total of 20. Tag 10 people in your list in the end of this post. Notify them.
1. At what age do you wish to be married?
25. or when I've fallen madly in love.
2. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
HuiMin, ChengHao and Ester. Ester can think up an escape plan, HuiMin can climb up trees to pluck coconuts and ChengHao can do all the work. ME, I will SUPERVISE! and sheryl can't swim, so I guess she has to be left alone.
3. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Disney Land. As in, the one with all the happy endings.4. If you can have 1 dream come true, what would it be?
To find my mr. Right, fall madly in love with him, get him to fall madly in love with me, get married & have kids.5. Do you believe you can survive without money?
NOPE. I think I need to feed my stomach.
6. What are you afraid to lose the most?
My loved ones, including my friends and family.
7. If you win $ 1 Million, what would you do?
hmm, donate some to charity, some to save the animals and some to spend on friends&family, and some for me.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Yeah, I think you owe the guy that. I mean, you have to tell him, don't you?
9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
Hmm, he's uber cute&funny. He's super goodlooking(fingerscrossed) and I'm madly in love with him(OVER MY DEAD BODY!)he's my favourite adult in school.
10. What requirement you wish from your other half?
To love me, respect me, and trust me, whatever we may face.
11. What kind of person you hate the most?
People who don't mean what they say. In other words, LIARS.
12. If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a difference, will you?
I will. I will never come to ChungCheng to suffer from sleep deprivation.
13. UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. What does it mean to you?
Its impossible to put down in words. Making the effort to understand, to be there, just to offer a listening ear or a shoulder to cry on. Being happy, together, no matter what. Actually, IDK.
14. If you were about to die, how would you want to leave? And would you rather be buried, cremated, or whatever?
I want to be with my loved ones, my family, my other half. I want to hold them all in my arms and tell them how much I love them. I don't want to be buried, I want my organs to be donated. For scientific experiments, or saving people.
15. If there's ever a war(or things that are similar) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place, or fight?
If the fighting comes home, I say we bring the fight to theirs.16. If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
My uncontrollable emotions. I fall in love way too easily.
17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
perhaps my girlfs and goodfs, but I don't know. I want them written down, in a diary.
18. What's your weakest point?
Seeing someone on the verge of breaking down19. What's the thing that you're most proud of?
My skin colour. LOL.20. What is the one thing you regret most?
Being mean. I regret all the nasty things that leave my mouth.
7:28 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
Today's my Dad's birthday! :D
I made him a card,
& I'm gonna treat him to dim sum next week.
hais, the $ I've saved is going to FLY away.
sian.
Anyway,
happy birthday DAD!
LOL.
Huimin, Sheryl & Martin coming my house tmr.
to do project.
Yip Cheng Cheng not free.
BANGLA LAAA.
and nobody's gonna be home,
yeah!
My family will be at grandma's.
:D
Its so cool, they're coming over to woodlands!
LOL.
bored.
TAG REPLIES
{spammer} LOL, hi! (:
{HuiMin} darling, will tag you soon laaa!
{Sheryl} LOVEYOU BAOBEI
{jiahang} I'm not as pretty as you la! Thanks for cheering me up!
{ChewErn} Aiya, okay la. I relink now... tsktsk, so troublesome.
{Shadow} LOL, but I haven't signed up!
{Dingyi} YEAH, cool right!
6:42 AM //
Out of the darkness and into the sun
{ I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky }
Hello my name is
Cherlyn! I'm studying in
Evergreen Primary Chung Cheng High (Main), Class of lovely blondes
2Justice 3Grace. I (heartz) my lovely
Chinese Orchestra girlguides! I have
lovely girlfriends and they know who they are! I ♥ Coke to bits and I think that whoever created chocolate icecream is fabulous! On the outside, I'm
crazy and unpredictable, I've embarrassed myself only about a
gazillion times! On the inside, I'm a
die-hard romantic. I like pretty flowers, shooting stars(which are virtually non-existent in my daily life, rainbows, taiwan dramas, Wuzun, Yan Ya Lun, yeah all the hunks alright. I ♥ Yaoi and I'm proud of it~ Junjouromantica, ohshc, Fairytail, One Piece are just a few of the many anime/manga I adore! Yes I'm a Otaku but I don't give a shit if you think I'm weird. I'm still young at heart 'cuz I love Walt Disney productions, fairytales and the like! I love long bus/mrt rides and I really really really like roller coasters! Its a pity ETP ones have no kick at all.. I hate running, ANTS and people who think the world of themselves and also guys that think girls will fall hopelessly in love with them. But above all, I dislike liars and insensitive people the most! I think Maths is an unnecessary torture students are subjected to and I think English is the best language
ever (French rocks too though). My life ambition is to
get married, have kids and stay home watching dramas/shopping all day. I wanna own a hundred pairs of shoes when I grow up and kiss in Paris, in front of the Eiffel Tower. I ♥ the Pokemon Ball Toys that were available w every Happy Meal awhile ago! :D Sometimes I do stupid things and regret them afterwards.... I hate being ignored, I
hate people being angry with me and I really wanna be friends with everybody that wants to be friends with me! Sometimes I get alittle bimbotic
cuz I scream at every single thing that shocks me.
I like eating, seriously and thats why I'm not skinny! (I'm putting it v. nicely) I cry easily and people that can cheer me up are the best!
I think true love is something everybody will experience but I think the one for me is someone that can make me feel at ease whenever I'm with him. I'm always up for new challenges (except academic ones) and if you wanna be friends....
all you have to do is smile and say hello. :D
{ Make a wish, take a chance }
{ I won't forget all the ones that I love }
thanks for keeping the credits :)
Layout: evme
Lyrics: Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway
{ Feel the rush of the ocean }
{Updated 30May09.}
I wonder if its okay for me to continue like this. Is it......detestable?