I need a hug.
3:37 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

went for "class" outing in the end.
'cuz my mum forced me to.
Shan't say why or I may get slaughtered by a group of people.
Haha.
They(Sheryl, HuiMin,Claire) nagged and nagged so I was forced happy enough to double-bike with Claire.
:D Very shiok lehhhh. First time I double-bike never scared like hell lorrrrr.
Haha. Then we saw Cherilyn there.



I NEED TO FIND SOMEONE TO SIT WITH ME NEXTYEARRRRR.
damn, why did xinrui appeal out?!






junjouromantica ep6 is taking so longggggg to download!

Labels: 'cuz I can't seem to let you go. Its been over a year but these feelings never stop.

10:52 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

not gonna go for "class outing"
'cuz they changed it to ecp.
And I have nothing to do there.
Except to walk around by myself again.
once is enough.

so bye.





'cuz you didn't even put me into consideration.
I hate insensitive people the most.

Labels: fucking mood now ccb

7:06 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Imma happy girl.
Imma very very happy girl.
:D

Junjou Romantica Season 1 DVD version episode 7 is out!
Yeahhhh, I've downloaded and watched it even though its almost the same as the non DVD version.
:) I freaking love Junjou Romantica.
I love it more than Ouran and Inuyasha and Vampire Knight and Goong.

Ice skating tomorrowxD


oh yeah yaoi is yummmmy.
3:35 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I am in a totally good mood 'cuz I've downloaded and watched Junjou Romantica's episode 1-5 :D

Episode 5 was uber sweet uhhhhhs!
Cried so much laaaaaa:X
Damn! I should have been born a guy so I can be gayyyyy!

And I've only recently found out that having oral sex = no pregnancy.
So now I know what to say if I'm on the verge of getting raped.
"Hey, can I give you a blowjob instead?"
ahahhahahaha. :D LOL.

Junjou romantica is the sex yo.


"Usagi san is mine!"-Misaki

"I don't care if you don't want me, if you hate it-I'm never letting go of you."
"If you ran from me, I'd probably come chasing after you and lock you away"
-Usami Akihiko

What if you knew the truth.
Would you still love me.

These things don't work out a second time.
I think.

Labels: Junjou romantica- fangirl(RAWR)

7:50 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Class Outing was a blast.
Only 10 people out of 37 went..
- Me, Sheryl, WenHui, HuiXuan, Regine, Joey, Martin, Terry, Qi En, Samuel.

First, we went cycling.
Not me, them.
Because I have no idea how to cycle and my double-biking experience was traumatic.
I walked about for about 1 and a half hours..
When they cycled past me.. I was like, "shit i have to walk back again"
Then I walked back halfway.. carrying samuel's and qi en's bags..
Martin came to fetch me.
I was totally stunned.
He damn good la! I just sit down there on the double bike do nothing.
Then he pedal me back..
Waaaa, so nice must be have motive one lorrrr!
:D But heng he come ah, because my legs were aching like hell.
THANK YOU MA TIANNNNNN!

After that, we went to Macs.
I forgot what we did there...
But we went Rollerblading afterwards.
I suck at roller blading!
Terry is a very very fierce teacher!
He was like shouting and pushing me...
And I was clinging on to him.
zzZ.
I fell down alot of times.
And I practically hugged everybody to balance myself..
Thank you Regine, Joey, WenHui, HuiXuan, Sheryl and Terry for supporting me to prevent me from falling..!

I couldn't take it afterwards so I passed my blades to WenHui and walked with the bicycle back.
I think I suck at all things with wheels.


There's gonna be another class outing on thursday.
Guess what.
ICE SKATING.
damnit.
Should I go....
I wanna stay at home.
But Sheryl Lee will kill meeeeeeee.



And my eyelids been twitching since the class outing.



"The only one for me, has to be you" Usami Akihiko.
11:50 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

OMFG.

I just saw something really really funny.

Msn messenger's Yellow Ducky Picture is actually a vibrator!
Here's the link.
10:45 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

New Blogskin,

Tagboard will be added later.

Friggin tired.

Will update about Class Outing tmr.

Sick of typing in point form.

Going to sleep.

See you.






I want to be with you.
But yet it feels so wrong.
This shouldn't have happened in the first place

8:25 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Gonna fucking spam my blog with lyrics.


this holds a special meaning uh.
Better in Time
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the pastI believe it
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals tooIt'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
[Chorus: x2]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Nothing to this..
SkaterBoy

He was a boy,
She was a girl,
Can I make it any more obvious?
He was a punk,
She did ballet,
What more can I say
He wanted her,
She'd never tell, secretly she wanted him as wel
But all of her friends,
Stuck up their nose,
They had a problem with his baggy clothes...
He was a skater boy,
She said "see you later boy",
He wasn't good enough for her
She had a pretty face,
But her head was up in space,
She needed to come back down to earth

5 years from now,
She sits at home,
Feeding the baby, she's all alone
She turns on TV,
Guess who she sees,
Skater boy rockin' on MTV,
She calls up her friends,
They already know,
And they've all got tickets to see his show
She tags along,
Stands in the crowd,
Looks up at the man that she turned down
He was a skater boy,
She said "see you later boy",
He wasn't good enough for her
Now he's a super star,
Slammin' on his guitar,
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?
He was a skater boy,
She said "see you later boy",
He wasn't good enough for her
Now he's a super star,
Slammin' on his guitar,
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?
Sorry girl but you missed out,
Well, tough luck that boy's mine now,
We are more than just good friends,
This is how the story ends
Too bad that you couldn't see,
See the man that boy could be,
There is more than meets the eye,
I see the soul that is inside
He's just a boy,
And I'm just a girl,
Can I make it any more obvious
We are in love,
Haven't you heard,
How we rock each others world
I'm with the skater boy,
I said see you later boy,
I'll be back stage after the show
I'll be at the studio,
Singing the song we wrote,
About a girl you used to know
I'm with the skater boy,
I said see you later boy,
I'll be back stage after the show
I'll be at the studio,
Singing the song we wrote,
About a girl you used to know


'Wish I could be whole again,
but I've lost my heart and its hard to find someone who will give me his.
Because loving someone is never easy.

to forget.

Labels: I've approximately one month left.

7:31 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I friggin hate my mum.
7:12 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I've just reached home... aft a long day at Sheryl's and (Jia)Hui Min's Chalet.
Lets see...

We went CYCLING. wtfwtfwtf.
I am not gonna go cycling again...
I double-biked with Claire and Qi En.
I AM NOT GOING TO CYCLE WITH QI EN AGAIN.
He cycles damn freaking fast!
In the end, I buay ta han.
When ChengHao FINALLY arrived...
I let him double bike with claire.
And I walked from pasir ris park to eastcoast..
(: I AM SO PRO.

Then we went back to the chalet..
slacked and everything.

BBQ started.
And that JJ and rhine super blur.
They don't even know how to walk to downtown east.
JJ is the worst.
HOPELESS.
We asked him to pretend and act as if he had the chop on his hand..
HE STOOD AT THE ENTRANCE AND STARED.
Still smile at the person..
Hais...

Hmmmm. let see what else..
GaoHan and I were 'sleeping tgt'. PRETEND ONE LA.
And the boys were super gay.
The sirui go say me racist-.-
And I kajiao javier until he super scared laaaa:D
Then I hugged sheryl and claire and chenghao and then i left.
Mrt-ed to yishun with Martin and QiEn.


its not my fault I hold no faith in love anymore.
for once bitten twice shy.
6:20 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I am back here again..

I'm so sad because I'm still waiting for the updates to Love Celeb, Vampire Knight, Black Butler, .. neverending list.

So.. I'm starting on a new Manga!
Kaikan Phrase.. Its shoujo and smutty(VERY) but I think its alright..
I think I read alot of shoujo manga recently..
..... why ah?

I am 'grounded' at home till 14 november...
Actually not grounded laaaa,
if I keep begging my mum she confirm will let me (I think)
But I am so freaking tired.
And I just don't feel like going home and looking at familiar faces..
So...
I've got until 14 Nov to get myself ready...
to go out.


Ending my "update" here.




The tears are streaming down my face
As I think about the happiness that had once been mine

6:20 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENHUI!
:D

Happy birthday dearest bestee<3
Thanks for everything you've done for me so far...
Cheering me up..Bitch-ing with me and for being there when I need you!
I really really appreciate all the little things!
And I hope that you'll have a wonderful year ahead in 2009!
We MUST have get-togethers even if we're in different classes alright!
I love you wenhui!
And no matter what, I'll always be here!
Once Again, Happy Birthday!
I miss you alot..... But I'll be seeing you real soon (14Nov)
So.. :D thanks for everything and goodluck with everything tooo!

11.11.08
7:38 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

how come I think of you all the time.
You're always on my mind.
Before I sleep,
I think of you the whole night.
And when I wake up,
my mind is filled with the dreams from last night.
7:27 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I AM bored.
ugh.

I HAVE NOT GONE OUT THIS WEEK.
okay, lets see.
I'm going out next week with ST.
Some saturday with Jelyn.
After O levels with a dumbass noob to get a book.
And hmmmm. IDK.

My holidays have mostly been spent at home.
Sleeping.
Using the computer.
Reading.
Eating(not much):)
Dreaming.
Missing.
Yearning.
Longing.
Thinking.
Crying.
Sobbing.
Laughing.

HAHHAHAHA. mostly crap.
Argh. Theres still a good 7 days before I go out.
People, entertain me.







I can't sleep at night.
Hours spent just dreaming of holding you tight.
And your hand in mine.
9:19 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

ARGH.
I am in the midst of a major I MISS 2JT craze.
So... despite the fact that I have already posted my dedications to the class...
Just let me ramble on.

I am missing my baobei, darling, qinaide, besties010203 and the PIG(clara) already!
WTF.
Waaaaaa.
2JUSTICE! LETS GO OUT AFTER THE STREAMING RESULTS!
I really, really miss you guys (well, most of you. and more for some of you)

ARGH.My dearest sweetest bestest hottest crazt girlfs+boyfs.
I don't know how to describe my feelings now.
Ugh.
What is this feeling again?
whatever.


ANYWAY.
some lamedumbassfrickingprick has just UNSCRAMBLED one of my previous posts.
But it doesn't matter.
Cos its not really that important.
Darn it.
I should really develop a top secret code!

Anw, I have a livejournal account! But I won't update it...
Unless I feel like it.
LINK

And I seriously feel like getting some nice game to play.
Lets see...
I am bored of Tales of Pirates.
My granado espada doesn't load properly.
I absolutely abhor Viwawa
I have forgotten my Neopets account
I feel too mature(hurhur) to play clubpenguin
Battleon is SO boring.
Miniclip isn't fun.
Gopets is taking to long and there is no fun playing it.
I suck at audition
I find maplestory TOTALLY pointless.
Runescape is... (no words to describe it)
I am lazy to download new games.
UGH.
Recommend me a nice multiplayer game please.


OK. I shall go play those cooking games found online.
I really like this game though.
And those maggiemarket games that stupid LIMCHEWERN introduced me to long ago.
HAAHHAHAHAHAH.
I think I shall go back to mangafox.
TO CONTINUE MY SPECIAL A.
Its really so nice.
Hikari and Kei have FINALLY gotten together.

Love.
UGH.
Lets not talk about it.
9:30 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

GUESS WHAT!

JUNJOU ROMANTICA SEASON 2
is finally out!

I HAVE WATCHED AND DOWNLOADED EPISODE ONE AND TWO.
And I'm waiting for aarinfantasy to finish subbing more:D

Just crapped loads on msn.
I like spammed Shawn(appearing offline) and ShiTian(really offline)
Woah.
I'm finally active in Msn huh.

ARGH.
Gopets is taking forever too load.
And like, wtf is the purpose of the game?
SOMEONE JUST TALK TO ME ON MSN OR CALL ME.
@!#%*&#%(&%)#

I AM SO GONNA GET THE SIMS2.

woah.
The only thing that I've eaten or drunk today is
COKE.
At this rate, I'm gonna die.
Man, this is on a whole new level.
No tears, nothing.
Just my hunger being pushed back.
Great.
I can finally stop eating for a while.


I got the feeling you were dreaming.
You weren't thinking of me.
You were confused,
I was too.
But its all over,
don't worry.
Time heals everything.
1:28 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

sits keli I llreay idd hatw I swa raidaf ot od.
I llef ni ovel naiga.
otn nnaog yas hingtyan ocs im nonga tge vreo ti keli froeb.
i reregt het siocden i dema.
ta esalt i nkow who ot peco iwth ti own.


Time
will heal my wounds.
Yet again
blood will flow
Tears
they drop silently
Myself
into an empty shell
Hidden
from all probes.
Nobody.
I must really take care.
My soul's too light
to stay inside of me.
These feelings
can't seem to keep it down.
You and
the actions, decisions made.
None
would have known.
Nothing
would have occurred.


Whatever I write doesn't seem to make any sense.

HSM3 with HuiXuan, Wenhui and Regine!
really really fun.
bitch-ing gossip-ing.
:D Besties 1314.
People I can always go to when I need a break from life itself.
<3
1:34 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Normal | bold | Italic | Underline | Link

I need a hug.
3:37 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

went for "class" outing in the end.
'cuz my mum forced me to.
Shan't say why or I may get slaughtered by a group of people.
Haha.
They(Sheryl, HuiMin,Claire) nagged and nagged so I was forced happy enough to double-bike with Claire.
:D Very shiok lehhhh. First time I double-bike never scared like hell lorrrrr.
Haha. Then we saw Cherilyn there.



I NEED TO FIND SOMEONE TO SIT WITH ME NEXTYEARRRRR.
damn, why did xinrui appeal out?!






junjouromantica ep6 is taking so longggggg to download!

Labels: 'cuz I can't seem to let you go. Its been over a year but these feelings never stop.

10:52 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

not gonna go for "class outing"
'cuz they changed it to ecp.
And I have nothing to do there.
Except to walk around by myself again.
once is enough.

so bye.





'cuz you didn't even put me into consideration.
I hate insensitive people the most.

Labels: fucking mood now ccb

7:06 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Imma happy girl.
Imma very very happy girl.
:D

Junjou Romantica Season 1 DVD version episode 7 is out!
Yeahhhh, I've downloaded and watched it even though its almost the same as the non DVD version.
:) I freaking love Junjou Romantica.
I love it more than Ouran and Inuyasha and Vampire Knight and Goong.

Ice skating tomorrowxD


oh yeah yaoi is yummmmy.
3:35 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I am in a totally good mood 'cuz I've downloaded and watched Junjou Romantica's episode 1-5 :D

Episode 5 was uber sweet uhhhhhs!
Cried so much laaaaaa:X
Damn! I should have been born a guy so I can be gayyyyy!

And I've only recently found out that having oral sex = no pregnancy.
So now I know what to say if I'm on the verge of getting raped.
"Hey, can I give you a blowjob instead?"
ahahhahahaha. :D LOL.

Junjou romantica is the sex yo.


"Usagi san is mine!"-Misaki

"I don't care if you don't want me, if you hate it-I'm never letting go of you."
"If you ran from me, I'd probably come chasing after you and lock you away"
-Usami Akihiko

What if you knew the truth.
Would you still love me.

These things don't work out a second time.
I think.

Labels: Junjou romantica- fangirl(RAWR)

7:50 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Class Outing was a blast.
Only 10 people out of 37 went..
- Me, Sheryl, WenHui, HuiXuan, Regine, Joey, Martin, Terry, Qi En, Samuel.

First, we went cycling.
Not me, them.
Because I have no idea how to cycle and my double-biking experience was traumatic.
I walked about for about 1 and a half hours..
When they cycled past me.. I was like, "shit i have to walk back again"
Then I walked back halfway.. carrying samuel's and qi en's bags..
Martin came to fetch me.
I was totally stunned.
He damn good la! I just sit down there on the double bike do nothing.
Then he pedal me back..
Waaaa, so nice must be have motive one lorrrr!
:D But heng he come ah, because my legs were aching like hell.
THANK YOU MA TIANNNNNN!

After that, we went to Macs.
I forgot what we did there...
But we went Rollerblading afterwards.
I suck at roller blading!
Terry is a very very fierce teacher!
He was like shouting and pushing me...
And I was clinging on to him.
zzZ.
I fell down alot of times.
And I practically hugged everybody to balance myself..
Thank you Regine, Joey, WenHui, HuiXuan, Sheryl and Terry for supporting me to prevent me from falling..!

I couldn't take it afterwards so I passed my blades to WenHui and walked with the bicycle back.
I think I suck at all things with wheels.


There's gonna be another class outing on thursday.
Guess what.
ICE SKATING.
damnit.
Should I go....
I wanna stay at home.
But Sheryl Lee will kill meeeeeeee.



And my eyelids been twitching since the class outing.



"The only one for me, has to be you" Usami Akihiko.
11:50 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

OMFG.

I just saw something really really funny.

Msn messenger's Yellow Ducky Picture is actually a vibrator!
Here's the link.
10:45 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

New Blogskin,

Tagboard will be added later.

Friggin tired.

Will update about Class Outing tmr.

Sick of typing in point form.

Going to sleep.

See you.






I want to be with you.
But yet it feels so wrong.
This shouldn't have happened in the first place

8:25 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Gonna fucking spam my blog with lyrics.


this holds a special meaning uh.
Better in Time
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the pastI believe it
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals tooIt'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
[Chorus: x2]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Nothing to this..
SkaterBoy

He was a boy,
She was a girl,
Can I make it any more obvious?
He was a punk,
She did ballet,
What more can I say
He wanted her,
She'd never tell, secretly she wanted him as wel
But all of her friends,
Stuck up their nose,
They had a problem with his baggy clothes...
He was a skater boy,
She said "see you later boy",
He wasn't good enough for her
She had a pretty face,
But her head was up in space,
She needed to come back down to earth

5 years from now,
She sits at home,
Feeding the baby, she's all alone
She turns on TV,
Guess who she sees,
Skater boy rockin' on MTV,
She calls up her friends,
They already know,
And they've all got tickets to see his show
She tags along,
Stands in the crowd,
Looks up at the man that she turned down
He was a skater boy,
She said "see you later boy",
He wasn't good enough for her
Now he's a super star,
Slammin' on his guitar,
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?
He was a skater boy,
She said "see you later boy",
He wasn't good enough for her
Now he's a super star,
Slammin' on his guitar,
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?
Sorry girl but you missed out,
Well, tough luck that boy's mine now,
We are more than just good friends,
This is how the story ends
Too bad that you couldn't see,
See the man that boy could be,
There is more than meets the eye,
I see the soul that is inside
He's just a boy,
And I'm just a girl,
Can I make it any more obvious
We are in love,
Haven't you heard,
How we rock each others world
I'm with the skater boy,
I said see you later boy,
I'll be back stage after the show
I'll be at the studio,
Singing the song we wrote,
About a girl you used to know
I'm with the skater boy,
I said see you later boy,
I'll be back stage after the show
I'll be at the studio,
Singing the song we wrote,
About a girl you used to know


'Wish I could be whole again,
but I've lost my heart and its hard to find someone who will give me his.
Because loving someone is never easy.

to forget.

Labels: I've approximately one month left.

7:31 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I friggin hate my mum.
7:12 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I've just reached home... aft a long day at Sheryl's and (Jia)Hui Min's Chalet.
Lets see...

We went CYCLING. wtfwtfwtf.
I am not gonna go cycling again...
I double-biked with Claire and Qi En.
I AM NOT GOING TO CYCLE WITH QI EN AGAIN.
He cycles damn freaking fast!
In the end, I buay ta han.
When ChengHao FINALLY arrived...
I let him double bike with claire.
And I walked from pasir ris park to eastcoast..
(: I AM SO PRO.

Then we went back to the chalet..
slacked and everything.

BBQ started.
And that JJ and rhine super blur.
They don't even know how to walk to downtown east.
JJ is the worst.
HOPELESS.
We asked him to pretend and act as if he had the chop on his hand..
HE STOOD AT THE ENTRANCE AND STARED.
Still smile at the person..
Hais...

Hmmmm. let see what else..
GaoHan and I were 'sleeping tgt'. PRETEND ONE LA.
And the boys were super gay.
The sirui go say me racist-.-
And I kajiao javier until he super scared laaaa:D
Then I hugged sheryl and claire and chenghao and then i left.
Mrt-ed to yishun with Martin and QiEn.


its not my fault I hold no faith in love anymore.
for once bitten twice shy.
6:20 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I am back here again..

I'm so sad because I'm still waiting for the updates to Love Celeb, Vampire Knight, Black Butler, .. neverending list.

So.. I'm starting on a new Manga!
Kaikan Phrase.. Its shoujo and smutty(VERY) but I think its alright..
I think I read alot of shoujo manga recently..
..... why ah?

I am 'grounded' at home till 14 november...
Actually not grounded laaaa,
if I keep begging my mum she confirm will let me (I think)
But I am so freaking tired.
And I just don't feel like going home and looking at familiar faces..
So...
I've got until 14 Nov to get myself ready...
to go out.


Ending my "update" here.




The tears are streaming down my face
As I think about the happiness that had once been mine

6:20 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENHUI!
:D

Happy birthday dearest bestee<3
Thanks for everything you've done for me so far...
Cheering me up..Bitch-ing with me and for being there when I need you!
I really really appreciate all the little things!
And I hope that you'll have a wonderful year ahead in 2009!
We MUST have get-togethers even if we're in different classes alright!
I love you wenhui!
And no matter what, I'll always be here!
Once Again, Happy Birthday!
I miss you alot..... But I'll be seeing you real soon (14Nov)
So.. :D thanks for everything and goodluck with everything tooo!

11.11.08
7:38 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

how come I think of you all the time.
You're always on my mind.
Before I sleep,
I think of you the whole night.
And when I wake up,
my mind is filled with the dreams from last night.
7:27 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

I AM bored.
ugh.

I HAVE NOT GONE OUT THIS WEEK.
okay, lets see.
I'm going out next week with ST.
Some saturday with Jelyn.
After O levels with a dumbass noob to get a book.
And hmmmm. IDK.

My holidays have mostly been spent at home.
Sleeping.
Using the computer.
Reading.
Eating(not much):)
Dreaming.
Missing.
Yearning.
Longing.
Thinking.
Crying.
Sobbing.
Laughing.

HAHHAHAHA. mostly crap.
Argh. Theres still a good 7 days before I go out.
People, entertain me.







I can't sleep at night.
Hours spent just dreaming of holding you tight.
And your hand in mine.
9:19 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

ARGH.
I am in the midst of a major I MISS 2JT craze.
So... despite the fact that I have already posted my dedications to the class...
Just let me ramble on.

I am missing my baobei, darling, qinaide, besties010203 and the PIG(clara) already!
WTF.
Waaaaaa.
2JUSTICE! LETS GO OUT AFTER THE STREAMING RESULTS!
I really, really miss you guys (well, most of you. and more for some of you)

ARGH.My dearest sweetest bestest hottest crazt girlfs+boyfs.
I don't know how to describe my feelings now.
Ugh.
What is this feeling again?
whatever.


ANYWAY.
some lamedumbassfrickingprick has just UNSCRAMBLED one of my previous posts.
But it doesn't matter.
Cos its not really that important.
Darn it.
I should really develop a top secret code!

Anw, I have a livejournal account! But I won't update it...
Unless I feel like it.
LINK

And I seriously feel like getting some nice game to play.
Lets see...
I am bored of Tales of Pirates.
My granado espada doesn't load properly.
I absolutely abhor Viwawa
I have forgotten my Neopets account
I feel too mature(hurhur) to play clubpenguin
Battleon is SO boring.
Miniclip isn't fun.
Gopets is taking to long and there is no fun playing it.
I suck at audition
I find maplestory TOTALLY pointless.
Runescape is... (no words to describe it)
I am lazy to download new games.
UGH.
Recommend me a nice multiplayer game please.


OK. I shall go play those cooking games found online.
I really like this game though.
And those maggiemarket games that stupid LIMCHEWERN introduced me to long ago.
HAAHHAHAHAHAH.
I think I shall go back to mangafox.
TO CONTINUE MY SPECIAL A.
Its really so nice.
Hikari and Kei have FINALLY gotten together.

Love.
UGH.
Lets not talk about it.
9:30 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

GUESS WHAT!

JUNJOU ROMANTICA SEASON 2
is finally out!

I HAVE WATCHED AND DOWNLOADED EPISODE ONE AND TWO.
And I'm waiting for aarinfantasy to finish subbing more:D

Just crapped loads on msn.
I like spammed Shawn(appearing offline) and ShiTian(really offline)
Woah.
I'm finally active in Msn huh.

ARGH.
Gopets is taking forever too load.
And like, wtf is the purpose of the game?
SOMEONE JUST TALK TO ME ON MSN OR CALL ME.
@!#%*&#%(&%)#

I AM SO GONNA GET THE SIMS2.

woah.
The only thing that I've eaten or drunk today is
COKE.
At this rate, I'm gonna die.
Man, this is on a whole new level.
No tears, nothing.
Just my hunger being pushed back.
Great.
I can finally stop eating for a while.


I got the feeling you were dreaming.
You weren't thinking of me.
You were confused,
I was too.
But its all over,
don't worry.
Time heals everything.
1:28 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

sits keli I llreay idd hatw I swa raidaf ot od.
I llef ni ovel naiga.
otn nnaog yas hingtyan ocs im nonga tge vreo ti keli froeb.
i reregt het siocden i dema.
ta esalt i nkow who ot peco iwth ti own.


Time
will heal my wounds.
Yet again
blood will flow
Tears
they drop silently
Myself
into an empty shell
Hidden
from all probes.
Nobody.
I must really take care.
My soul's too light
to stay inside of me.
These feelings
can't seem to keep it down.
You and
the actions, decisions made.
None
would have known.
Nothing
would have occurred.


Whatever I write doesn't seem to make any sense.

HSM3 with HuiXuan, Wenhui and Regine!
really really fun.
bitch-ing gossip-ing.
:D Besties 1314.
People I can always go to when I need a break from life itself.
<3
1:34 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

{ I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky }

Hello my name is Cherlyn! I'm studying in Evergreen Primary Chung Cheng High (Main), Class of lovely blondes 2Justice 3Grace. I (heartz) my lovely Chinese Orchestra girlguides! I have lovely girlfriends and they know who they are! I ♥ Coke to bits and I think that whoever created chocolate icecream is fabulous! On the outside, I'm crazy and unpredictable, I've embarrassed myself only about a gazillion times! On the inside, I'm a die-hard romantic. I like pretty flowers, shooting stars(which are virtually non-existent in my daily life, rainbows, taiwan dramas, Wuzun, Yan Ya Lun, yeah all the hunks alright. I ♥ Yaoi and I'm proud of it~ Junjouromantica, ohshc, Fairytail, One Piece are just a few of the many anime/manga I adore! Yes I'm a Otaku but I don't give a shit if you think I'm weird. I'm still young at heart 'cuz I love Walt Disney productions, fairytales and the like! I love long bus/mrt rides and I really really really like roller coasters! Its a pity ETP ones have no kick at all.. I hate running, ANTS and people who think the world of themselves and also guys that think girls will fall hopelessly in love with them. But above all, I dislike liars and insensitive people the most! I think Maths is an unnecessary torture students are subjected to and I think English is the best language ever (French rocks too though). My life ambition is to get married, have kids and stay home watching dramas/shopping all day. I wanna own a hundred pairs of shoes when I grow up and kiss in Paris, in front of the Eiffel Tower. I ♥ the Pokemon Ball Toys that were available w every Happy Meal awhile ago! :D Sometimes I do stupid things and regret them afterwards.... I hate being ignored, I hate people being angry with me and I really wanna be friends with everybody that wants to be friends with me! Sometimes I get alittle bimbotic cuz I scream at every single thing that shocks me. I like eating, seriously and thats why I'm not skinny! (I'm putting it v. nicely) I cry easily and people that can cheer me up are the best! I think true love is something everybody will experience but I think the one for me is someone that can make me feel at ease whenever I'm with him. I'm always up for new challenges (except academic ones) and if you wanna be friends.... all you have to do is smile and say hello. :D