breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
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Caught Harry Potter yesterday with my family and it was absolutely brilliant.
Well I admit that it was mostly talking and there were little fighting scenes but really,
it all boils down to whether you understand the movie or not.
And thankfully, I understood it hahah.
Pure Genius.

Gotta head to school tmr.
..
...
My emath assignments from 10A to 10G are undone.
Goodluck, me.







Oh yes I've started watching Naruto with my brother hahahah
and EVG's 10anniversary is starting soon!
:D:D Caught up in the preparations hahah




Hopefully I'll pluck up the courage tmr morning!

4:04 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Haha this few days have been shiok.
Like my own personal relaxation time :D
Had lots of time to think and I've decided that I'll do everything.
Really.
I'm not gonna back out and cry and tear at any setback you throw me.
I'm gonna find out why.
Get ready

:D

11:33 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Just when things get better, the whole world falls apart



Ugh really really bad flu.


Don't think I'll be going to school tmr.
Wonder if I'll get in trouble with just for being sick.


Untouchable.
I think I'm really pathetic but I can't help it.
You're repulsive you ignore me
but that only lures me more.
And I jump at chances just to try to go back to where we started.

I think I suck man
No life woman


2:40 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


I'm running a fever....
38.5 ugh.
To top it off I'm having a bad flu.
H1N1?? Hope not manz.











Really I suck alot
and thx so much Quanli& Yuhui!!



BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHITIAN!:D

And this is 1h30min early but, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARRY!

7:28 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Yesterday sucked 2damax.
Hais. What with 2.4 run and skirt...
I swear it wasn't short it was my friggin long pe shirt.
:(

Then there's the detention for everything next week...






Really I hate cchms.
We have yet to grow up though we're what... over 70.
K wait that explains why we are stick in the muds.
Long skirt... high socks..
look at Japan manz

12:58 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Omfg I'm watching Tyra banks now and they're talking about sex...
And this girl first had sex at 11...
No she's not pregnant yet she's just telling her mum about it.
Omg.
11.
I think I didn't know what sex was back then.

Wait.
whats sex?
HAHA

2:12 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Pictures from genting...
Forgot everything about it soooo,
just look at the pics.
They're mostly from one day only.











I like this picture


This place was really really nice and the chocolate they sell is fab!



My mum and I





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Hah these 2 days at home have been great.
I think I really hate school these days.
Every morning I drag myself out of bed... for school.
Entirely not worth it.

So life has been really bad lately.
I'm stressed up over..... (don't laugh) 2.4 km run that I can't escape from forever...
I screwed up Chinese Oral...
and I still have this nagging feeling that I'm still changing and changing
and I have no idea if its for better or worse.
Ah well, its all part of growing up.

Sometimes life as a taitai doesn't seem that good...
All I want is a happy life with my future spouse...

Saturday was fab.
Phyllis, Shirley, Kenneth and Junru came back to help w Evg 10th anniv!
And if I could say this w/o hordes of ppl coming out with crap...
Kenneth now quite shuai. Ok, not that he wasn't before. But there's one aspect about him that I don't like. And I'm not gonna talk about it(Puff)

Ok I have nothing else to add
'cept that I'm busy smsing.
Happily
hahah

12:36 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Hi people guess what! I just screwed up my Chinese Oral.
Hahahaha fantastic man.


Anw there evg alumni thing tmr................ :D

KK i hate blogging so bye.
be back soon!


I'm more than apologetic,
beyond a little sad.
I'm sorry I didn't hold you dear back then
but an apology now seems much too late.
I'd give the world
to have it all.
To look at you
and not feel sad.
not look away
and not fake hate.

I remember the laughter we used to share.
An occasion where you held my hand.
It was too late back then
Still too late now.
I've missed calling you a friend
and its so hard to talk to you to other friends.

Its a quest for acknowledgement,
an insatiable thirst
a closet obsession
thats best left unheard.

Maybe I erred in the past.
Maybe its part of growing up.
All I know is we had much more fun in the past.
But now all the memories are covered with dust.

Nothing more to say,
just four simple words.
Missing you, my friend.



Ignore the above I've been ranting and writing crap on paper.
.... Obviously I'm not saving the earth.
Sigh,
I wanna be a humanitarian.

4:39 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Some things in life were never meant to be.

Don't know why I go on this way.
Even though I don't want to.

2:40 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Wanted to post pictures from Genting but blogger is being such a bitch and I can't do it...
Next time perhaps.

1:12 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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