ohsopatheticLOVE

2009-12-23T05:56:00.000-08:00

Moved @ http://summer-flingz.blogspot.com

2009-12-16T05:10:00.000-08:00

Hi I know my blog's been REALLY REALLY dead!
So I shall... update!
First let me get into fangirl mode cuz I just watched the trailer for a movie Ive been waiting for for a very long time!

YAY BABY ITS SHOWING ON 5 MARCH 2010!!!
There's still a few months...
but there are movies like
New Moon ( Yes I know I should catch it asap before it stops showing :( )
Legion
PRINCESS AND THE FROG! (OMG THIS I WANNA WATCH)
And and and many other fabulous stuff~

Ah well, I shall get on with normal stuff now.
Hmmmm Ive been to Claire's concert, Guides, Evgps stuff so far..
Nothing really really interesting. ;(

And life's been sucking like crazy nowadays....
Ive only managed to salvage whats left of my life by watching dramas...
Hi My Sweetheart is awesome but wtf's with the ONE EPISODE A WEEK SHIT!
And Im watching Corner w love.. (YES I KNOW ITS QUITE OLD)

Ya I've got no life.
Got a prob?
Shall go lament in my newly created secret blog:D

2009-10-17T19:27:00.000-07:00

Over due Pictures:) To liven up my blog. Oh yes btw my tagboard is v dead!

2009-10-17T08:20:00.000-07:00

Hi exams are finally over...
All thats left are the results!
Ugh thats stresses me out even more than exams...
Phail Physics Phail Chemistry Phail A/Emath Phail SS
....
Pray hard I can pass 2 subjects!!!

:) Oh ya I went to orchard today with 2 diff ppl and had fun haahahahhahahah.

2009-10-10T23:15:00.000-07:00

HELLO I GOT AN IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE:

TODAY IS CLAIRE'S BIRTHDAY!!

Happy Birthday Claire!!!
I hope you have a great day today!
And even greater days ahead!!
Stay happy and jovial okay because I don't want to see you sad!
If anything happens rmb Ill be here for you!
I love you alot and I'll never forget all the fun we've shared!
Bffs k my dearest!

(Ps: Im dead. Got egeog and emath tmr. SCREW IT LA)

2009-10-09T10:07:00.000-07:00

hello! i know its like 1am now and i should be sleeping but.... :) haha i m v happy bcuz even though i only study just b4 the exams..i am scraping through. minus my confirm chop screwed el la.. hah. hav lots of things 2 say but theres always tmr.

2009-10-04T00:41:00.000-07:00

HIIIIIIIII!!!!

I am like really really happy today!
This year's birthday has been the best ever!!!
Like think ppl surprising you w cakes and all!!!

HAHAH and I actually thought that everyone had forgotten my birthday bcuz they were busy with exams and stuff....
I am really really touched!

So a big thank you to Szemin who surprised me in the morning!!! Sorry you had to see my just-out-of-bed messy hair and untidy room!! I (L) your present alot!!! :) You have made this year so speciallllll!
(PS: Jiaen I know you tried to come.. Don't worry I love you too!)

Sheryl Lee, HuiMinC. , QuanLi and Martin!!!!
OMG I WAS REALLY EFFING SHOCKED WHEN YOU GUYS CAME IN!!!
I love you all to bits!
Really really you have really made this unforgettable!!

Everyone else who texted me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know who you are!
I feel like crying!

You know how 16's supposed to be really sweet??
Well I think my life can't get any sweeter than this!!!
Being 15's great, fab and wonderful!
And I feel so special when I have such AWESOME friends!
:)

Im smiling like a nutcase now but its cuz my heart's brimming with happiness!

2009-10-03T10:28:00.000-07:00

hi this will be a short post bcuz im using my psp. man i h8 it man. wads the point of wlan when thrs no flash?!!

anw i would like to thk all the ppl that have wished me hppy bday so far. esp sheryl n claire who called to sing my bday song! luv them! fingers ache alrd, bye!

2009-10-02T02:24:00.000-07:00

TWO MORE DAYS.
:)

04102009 Hurry up comeeee!

Another 367days from now and I'll be legal for sex. HAHA Im Joking:D

2009-09-23T05:00:00.000-07:00

Hi Imma very happy girl because a certain someone didn't come to school today.
Ah, can you imagine the relief, joy and elation I felt when Mr Soon strode into class and announced that *beep beep beep beep beep* wasn't here and that he was taking over today's lesson?!

That aside, I think the El teachers aren't marking the timed comprehension which makes me kinda disappointed... I hate getting back unmarked papers! :(

If ahem wants to redeem himself in my eyes, he'd better be marking it right now at home! There's no EL tmr.... but there is EL on friday and so I hope he's down with something bad so that Mr Soon can take over again!

Oh yes, he dominates my wallpaper once again. HAHA. Im not a stalker! Its an effort to alleviate some of the pain JL gives. :0

Mr Soon is the cutest EL teacher! Im gonna bash anyone who disagrees. :D

Okay lets put Mr Soon in a corner for now.
Ive just realised that EOY is REALLY near and I have not started on revision at all! Ugh the consequences of procrastinating.

zzz I think I sound very ... not me here so I shall ~~take my leave~~ end off.
It must be the lack of sleep!
But Im glad someone called last night HAHA

2009-09-21T00:53:00.000-07:00

Hi I know Im supposed to be on a hiatus but my super *shuai* godbrother managed to fix this notebook and so.... transferring the long overdue pics are a breeze. :)
Flooding all of them here so I can delete them from my phone:X

Guides bbq@ecp

Super reflective $2.50 shades :)

Pulau Ubin

Dinner@Pizzahut w Evg ppl (plus one xtra Anderson guy)

Omar

Look at Wanglong!

Cleaning up Evg co room

Bus 135

ME:D

2009-09-20T05:02:00.000-07:00

Guides bbq @ecp yesterday:)

It was fun and Im lazy to talk abt it...
So I will announce that Im on hiatus.

Bye

2009-09-11T07:45:00.000-07:00

Omg I am a freak.

Hol hw still not done at all.
Imma dead girl

2009-09-09T05:33:00.000-07:00

Today is 090909!
:D

But its not been a good day.
Okay, Ubin was great!
But I missed painting @ Evgps.
:(
Awwww.
Lunch w dear guides at KFC was fab too...
Ncc guys came after that and I had to stop myself from calling Sueanne over immediately:D
Hahah.
Anw, I think Ester knows me best!
Even better than I know myself.

I had a long long "me" session on the bus just now.
I was hoping and waiting right to the last sec.
And I realised something.
Something that scares me alot and I am afraid.
But its too late.
Ive gotta live with it.
Oh, cupid.
Why.

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FML

2009-09-06T02:48:00.000-07:00

Hahahahah I want to post pictures.
But I have nothing to post...
Kay I have but Ester will kill me haha.\

Flag day ytd.
You know me la.
I lazy blog abt it.
Go see her blog.
VERY detailed.
http://embrace-thebliss.blogspot.com
It was fun, really.
:D

Anw gonna go evg tmr.
I think I'm really nuts but I can't stop going back there.
I want to be 12 again.
Even if my face sucked***** .

2009-09-02T04:27:00.000-07:00

Okay so I've just resolved some problem.

I stayed home from school today cuz I was sick.
Fucking sick.
K I am still sick.
But I have amath test tmr so .... No choice.
Im gonna flunk it anyway.
Hahaha.

Ugh this few days have been hell.
I really miss all the EVG ppl alot!
When Im with them I feel so much better.
Carefree in a way.
Suffice it to say that I really wanna see them again.

Gtg .

2009-09-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hi I am fucking sick.
I feel like crap.
Maybe its because I went nuts and overdosed myself with triple dosage.
I think its better if it never happened at all.

Anw evg was fab!
Will post more abt it later. (nxt time)
Although there was a little problem, it ended great.

But I still feel real upset.
I wonder if I've been forgiven yet.
I just keep on doing stupid things.
I really hate me.

2009-08-30T01:01:00.000-07:00

Hi people!
I've got something good for you.
But its only if you're a girl!
Need money?
Don't mind being someone's girlfriend!?
Call 81416700!
He's 22 years old, working and wants to be somebody's sugardaddy!
He promises to pamper you!
All he wants is for you to let him touch you and kiss you!
No sex if you dun want!

Hahah story behind this number.
This guy keep smsing me
I bluff him I got bf also keep smsing me.
Ask me really disgusting questions like
You sex before?
Like being fingered?
NUTS RIGHT

Piss off la!

Oh yes btw I'm super happy now;D

2009-08-26T06:41:00.000-07:00

From Mr Lim's Wedding.
I owe him alot of homework.
Heck, I owe every teacher homework.

Die

2009-08-22T22:20:00.000-07:00

Kop-ed from tanhuimin's blog.

Level 1:

[x]Slept in class
[x]Talked in class
[x]not sat at your own place in class
[x]Scolded by a teacher
[x]Litter the classroom
[x]Did not do your homework at least 15 times (Omg ssh)
[x]Submitted your homework late at least 10 times ( i hand in late almost everytime)
[ ]Came late for school at least 10 times
[ ]brought/wore home clothes without school's permission
[x]brought/wore jewellery to school
[x]did not pay attention in class for at least 60% of the time
[x]cried out "sian" or "wa lao wei" to the teacher
[ ]plucked a flower/ killed a plant in school
[x]copied other people's homework in desperation
[x]played a trick on your classmates/teacher

Total so far: 12

Level 2:

[x]sent for detention class
[x]ate in class
[x]not wearing your school uniform (if you have) properly
[ ]shouted at the top of your voice during lesson time
[x]scolding vulgarities in class
[x]spotted hairstyle deemed unacceptable by the school
[ ]used a school facility without school's permission
[ ]played soccer/basketball or any other sports in classroom
[ ]singing loudly during lesson
[ ]walking around the class aimlessly during lesson time
[x]did not greet the teacher properly
[x]went to the toilet during lesson time without permission
[x]played a trick on the teacher during april fools
[ ]used the teacher's table as a rubbish dump
[ ]made yourself a nuisance to the teacher

Total so far: 20

Level 3:

[x]was asked to stay back after school/ break time
[x]made a fool out of morning assembly
[ ]wasted the school's toilet paper
[x]sabotaged someone
[x]irritated someone

Total so far: 24

Level 4:

[x]forged your parent's signature
[ ]forged a classmate's signature
[ ]forged a teacher's signature
[ ]made rude remarks to the school cleaners in front of them
[ ]flew a paper aeroplane down from the school's highest storey

Total so far:25

Level 5:

[x]fiddling with your handphone during lesson time
[ ]played with your PSP in school
[x]using school computer to play games without a teacher's permission
[x]listened to an MP3 player in school
[ ]messed with the teacher's pigeon hole

Total so far:28

Level 6:

[x]vandalising with school property
[ ]tried to defame your school in public
[x]used the internet to scold teachers
[ ]fought with someone in school
[ ]shoplifted in school

Total so far:30

Level 7:

[x]cheated in a class test
[ ]cheated in a school examination
[ ]cheated for your PSLE/ GCE 'O' or 'A' Level Examination
[x]Lied to your teacher
[x]played truancy for hall assemblies/ specific lessons (long ago sia)

Total so far: 33

Level 8:

[ ]took drugs in school
[ ]smoked in school
[ ]set fire to something in the school
[ ]locked the teacher out of the classroom
[ ]played truancy just after coming to school just to take attendance

Total so far: 33

Level 9:

[ ]refused to pay school fees
[ ]cheated the school money
[ ]stole things which belonged to the school
[ ]bullied someone in school
[ ]pranked called your school

Total so far: 33

Level 10:

[ ]raised your voice/shouted against a student leader
[x]raised your voice/shouted against a teacher
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your discipline master/mistress
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your vice-principal
[ ]raised your voice/shouted against your principal

Total so far: 34

Level 11:

[ ]brought weapons to the school
[ ]brought real firearms to the school
[ ]brought a real bomb to the school
[ ]fired a real weapon in the school with the motive to frighten/kill
[ ]dressed up as a terrorist to school

Grand total: 34

Ranks:
1]If you are between 0-15 -------------{I am a good student}
2]If you are between 16-20------------{I am a good student but with occasional trouble}
3]If you are between 21-30------------{I am an average student}
4]If you are between 31-40------------{I am a bad student}
5]If you are between 41-50------------{I am a very bad student}
6]If you are between 51-60------------{I should have been caned by the discipline master}
7]If you are between 61-65------------{I should have been expelled from school}
8]If you are between 66-75------------{I should have been sent to a reformatory centre}

2nd one.

1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
Yeah la

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
I dno his surname!

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Quite.

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Ytd night. Zhiqi

5.What is the last thing someone bought you?
Lets see...... can't rmb ley.

6.What’s something that can always make you feel better?
Coke.

7. What are you excited for?
Later

8. What were you doing yesterday?
having fun

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Everyone loves me! :D Maybe sheryl la haha.

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Uh.... food?

11. Have a best friend?
Yes! :D

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
VERY

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Of course man... Love must be spread! Gosh I sound like some hippie nutcase

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
R x x x x Y

15. What time is it right this second?
1:31PM

16. What do you want right now?
ALOT OF THINGS

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Meiting

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
single

19. When was the last time you cried?
Hmm quite recently haha.

20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Ok la. Not good not bad. Normal lor

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
Noooo. I think I trust people too easily liao.

22. How fast does your mind change?
Hmm often.

23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Yeah been missing him for years.

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
No.

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
No life ma.

26. Tell me what's on your mind.
Dun want ley. Ok la I just thinking about how to solve the amath problem in front of me.

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Exams. I AM SO EXCITED! WOOTS! -.-

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
Yes

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
Few seconds ago:D

30. When is your next road trip?
Hmm dno ley.

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
Yeah

32. How's your heart?
Missing

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Often

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
Hmm love is a strong feeling. Like maybe. Dno la.

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
Go...... do something special.

36. When will your next kiss take place?
My god. What sort of quiz is this. Later.

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Noooo my love is expensive you know

38. Who do you not get along with?
Don't want list out la

39. What does your 3rd recent text say?
CANNOT SAY THIS ONE LA.

40. What are you wearing right now?
CLOTHES LA.

41.Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
Should be la. Nvm one I got lots of time:D

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Last month haha

43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
I like I like I like I like my name the most.

44. How did you feel when you woke up?
I TOLD YOU. QUITE HAPPY

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
YES PLEASE TEXT ME AND I WILL LUV YOU

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
No. Crazy you spoiling your own bones ley

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
zzz

48. What are your LEGAL initials?
CTWY

49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
I don't have any Bs in my contacts:(

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Just now.

51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
Of course! Sheryl I will follow you:D

52. Last awkward moment?
Hmmm yesterday

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
DEFINITELY

54. Do you have good vision?
950degree per eye ley. Good not.

55. Have you ever tripped someone?
Yes haha

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes!

57. Are you Irish?
No.

58. Do you use chap stick?
Nooo

59. Do you have any scars?
No ley

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
No I'm more of a forgive and forget kind of person

61.Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
All the time

62. Name the last person to text you?
SHERYL

63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Yes... less than 10years can liao

64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Cannot la. Must comb hair put contacts put this put that...

65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
Right

66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
Yeah I always smile when I text

67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Fall in love with my spouse all over again

68. Do you fall for people easily?
Now? No. I'm missing a heart.

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
Yes

70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
With someone. Yes.

71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
Most of the time

72. Song you're thinking of right now?
No song

73. Want someone back in your life?
Definitely

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
Maybe

75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
White

76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
No ley :(

77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
I hate liars

78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
Yeah

79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
Naturally happy. But I can be fake happy even when I'm sad

80. Is there anyone that you wish would fall in love with you?
Everyone loves me! K la... of course have la. :D

when u feel sad, to cheer up. just go to the mirror and say, "damn i am soooooooo cute" u will overcome ur sadness but don't make it habit. coz liars go to hell.....

I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
I Love U
Dont be so confused, I love other alphabets too!

:D Thanks omar haha they were funny!

2009-08-22T04:50:00.000-07:00

Hahah K I know I promised a picture post but.... you know I really can't post pictures if that tool bar thingy is missing!

Anw I'm kinda sad today la haha
Last meeting for alumni sia.
:(
Ah well we can always have meet ups and all.
There'll be people I miss and definitely people I won't miss at all.
I'm kinda lazy to do dedications so next time maybe.

Went to yishun safra just now.
Supposedly for bowling but all the lanes were booked so we went to the arcade.
Actually it was quite boring but at least I got to spend more time with the alumni people!
I'm really gonna miss them.

I have many things to talk about
but I just can't seem to talk abt it.
Why am I so good at blocking out my feelings.
The only time I fail is when I talk about him.
Ugh fuck it.
Bye

2009-08-18T03:07:00.000-07:00

Blogger sucks shit.
Can't upload pictures cos that toolbar thing is missing.
But I'm in a good mood today so I shall let it pass.

Monkeys escaped from the zoo and snuck into our school today...
I shall leave it to you to interpret it HAHA.
Anw I'm super happy cuz Mr Soon just returned me my Narrative and I got 22!
Haha I wonder if he'll minus marks if I tell him I rushed through it during his lessons...
:D I MISS MR SOON ALOT LA CAN. MY NEW ENGLISH TEACHER MR ******** *** just... cmi. Feature article is tomorrow and I still dno how to write it. His advice? Just write. Yeah of course just write la but must know what to write right! Mr Soon........ :( Ugh if 3GR does not get him next year I'm so gonna riot.
Imma pro la.

Recently, according to what I heard la... there have been many people breaking down over many things... Hais all I wanna say is that they should most definitely cheer up!
:D

Hahah not that life has been going smoothly for me...
but its been wild.
Quite wild actually.
Much too wild to talk about here hahaha.
And there have been really really annoying times, annoying things and annoying people.
Ignoring is the best way I guess.
AND THERE HAVE BEEN NICE PEOPLE TOO HAHAHAH.
Which I shall also not talk about because I'm lazy.

Ending off here.
Promise a picture post next time:)

Please don't go away.
I can feel us drifting further.
Why is it simple words are so hard to speak?

2009-08-16T02:54:00.000-07:00

I might regret it but I've already done it

2009-08-15T07:56:00.000-07:00

Blogger sucks.
Hell alot.
But I'm not going to switch over to that sugar stuff.

I wonder why I always feel like I have alot of things to blog about but end up blogging about nothing. Maybe its because I don't want to bare it all. I think I might as well live in a box.

Guides today was fun but it only just let me realise the distance between the others and I.
Can't blame anyone because it was what I asked for

2009-08-09T00:26:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday SINGAPORE!!!

Mr Lim's wedding was nice! Pictures are with Xiwen haha
I lazy talk abt it so go other ppl blog see la.

More importantly, I MISS EVERGREEN!

Ah, the event is over already!
Its kinda sad ....
I'm gonna miss all the people I've just got to know..
Hopefully we'll keep in touch!
It was a big success and I'm proud of everyone!
Really miss all of you... :(
Pictures will be posted another time...

2009-08-01T06:49:00.000-07:00

Hello!
Man this week has been mad crazy with all the Evg dance practices and all.
Not to mention the super unlucky, unexpected and freaking hilarious event that happened yesterday.
I was walking with Daniel to the benches in front of the Icafe to go record the 2.4 timings of Zhenyu and Jocelyn.
...........Then something hit my head really really hard. I thought it was the badminton racket of the two guys behind me so I spun round to scold them.It wasn't them. It was...... the tree.
Or rather the tree branches. Sigh. It hurt like nuts! And why did it have to fall at tht time , that place!?

Haha but it was worth it. After that got so many people concerned about me lor! :D

Enough funny stuff I think.
I feel kinda down cuz I've been berating myself over my lack of courage.
I can't even say a simple greeting.
Since when has the distance grown so much that even that smallest things need so much bravery to do.
Ah, false bravado.
It'd be good if I could keep an act.
But it changes all the time.
I cry
I hate
I like
I fear
I avoid.
Its kinda stupid and weird and its the one thing in my life I worry about each day.
Or maybe not. But i think about it all the time.

Maybe I should just accept things as they are.
..........
whatever.
I think I need to time to think.

Oh yes ps: I MISS XINLIN THE GENIUS AND FIONA MONTANA!

2009-07-26T04:04:00.000-07:00

Caught Harry Potter yesterday with my family and it was absolutely brilliant.
Well I admit that it was mostly talking and there were little fighting scenes but really,
it all boils down to whether you understand the movie or not.
And thankfully, I understood it hahah.
Pure Genius.

Gotta head to school tmr.
..
...
My emath assignments from 10A to 10G are undone.
Goodluck, me.

Oh yes I've started watching Naruto with my brother hahahah
and EVG's 10anniversary is starting soon!
:D:D Caught up in the preparations hahah

Hopefully I'll pluck up the courage tmr morning!

2009-07-22T23:33:00.000-07:00

Haha this few days have been shiok.
Like my own personal relaxation time :D
Had lots of time to think and I've decided that I'll do everything.
Really.
I'm not gonna back out and cry and tear at any setback you throw me.
I'm gonna find out why.
Get ready

:D

Just when things get better, the whole world falls apart

2009-07-19T02:40:00.000-07:00

Ugh really really bad flu.

Don't think I'll be going to school tmr.
Wonder if I'll get in trouble with just for being sick.

Untouchable.
I think I'm really pathetic but I can't help it.
You're repulsive you ignore me
but that only lures me more.
And I jump at chances just to try to go back to where we started.

I think I suck man
No life woman

2009-07-18T07:28:00.000-07:00

I'm running a fever....
38.5 ugh.
To top it off I'm having a bad flu.
H1N1?? Hope not manz.

Really I suck alot
and thx so much Quanli& Yuhui!!

BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHITIAN!:D

And this is 1h30min early but, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LARRY!

2009-07-18T00:58:00.000-07:00

Yesterday sucked 2damax.
Hais. What with 2.4 run and skirt...
I swear it wasn't short it was my friggin long pe shirt.
:(

Then there's the detention for everything next week...

Really I hate cchms.
We have yet to grow up though we're what... over 70.
K wait that explains why we are stick in the muds.
Long skirt... high socks..
look at Japan manz

2009-07-12T02:12:00.000-07:00

Omfg I'm watching Tyra banks now and they're talking about sex...
And this girl first had sex at 11...
No she's not pregnant yet she's just telling her mum about it.
Omg.
11.
I think I didn't know what sex was back then.

Wait.
whats sex?
HAHA

2009-07-12T00:36:00.000-07:00

Pictures from genting...
Forgot everything about it soooo,
just look at the pics.
They're mostly from one day only.

I like this picture

This place was really really nice and the chocolate they sell is fab!

My mum and I

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Hah these 2 days at home have been great.
I think I really hate school these days.
Every morning I drag myself out of bed... for school.
Entirely not worth it.

So life has been really bad lately.
I'm stressed up over..... (don't laugh) 2.4 km run that I can't escape from forever...
I screwed up Chinese Oral...
and I still have this nagging feeling that I'm still changing and changing
and I have no idea if its for better or worse.
Ah well, its all part of growing up.

Sometimes life as a taitai doesn't seem that good...
All I want is a happy life with my future spouse...

Saturday was fab.
Phyllis, Shirley, Kenneth and Junru came back to help w Evg 10th anniv!
And if I could say this w/o hordes of ppl coming out with crap...
Kenneth now quite shuai. Ok, not that he wasn't before. But there's one aspect about him that I don't like. And I'm not gonna talk about it(Puff)

Ok I have nothing else to add
'cept that I'm busy smsing.
Happily
hahah

2009-07-10T04:39:00.000-07:00

Hi people guess what! I just screwed up my Chinese Oral.
Hahahaha fantastic man.

Anw there evg alumni thing tmr................ :D

KK i hate blogging so bye.
be back soon!

I'm more than apologetic,
beyond a little sad.
I'm sorry I didn't hold you dear back then
but an apology now seems much too late.
I'd give the world
to have it all.
To look at you
and not feel sad.
not look away
and not fake hate.

I remember the laughter we used to share.
An occasion where you held my hand.
It was too late back then
Still too late now.
I've missed calling you a friend
and its so hard to talk to you to other friends.

Its a quest for acknowledgement,
an insatiable thirst
a closet obsession
thats best left unheard.

Maybe I erred in the past.
Maybe its part of growing up.
All I know is we had much more fun in the past.
But now all the memories are covered with dust.

Nothing more to say,
just four simple words.
Missing you, my friend.

Ignore the above I've been ranting and writing crap on paper.
.... Obviously I'm not saving the earth.
Sigh,
I wanna be a humanitarian.

2009-07-07T02:40:00.000-07:00

Some things in life were never meant to be.

Don't know why I go on this way.
Even though I don't want to.

2009-07-05T01:12:00.000-07:00

Wanted to post pictures from Genting but blogger is being such a bitch and I can't do it...
Next time perhaps.

2009-06-22T07:01:00.000-07:00

Hello people I've got a new blog. But I'm lazy to blog now so here's the link
http://loveahoy.blogspot.com

Might decide to stay here though.

2009-06-21T00:17:00.000-07:00

Guides camp is cancelled.... Hmmm

(gauge my reaction yourselves:D)

2009-06-19T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hi I'm back from Mount Everest.....

Actually, no.
I just took a trip to the top of Genting hahaha.
Spaceshot= awesome:D

Pictures later! When my cousin(YilinChiobu) is done uploading them!

2009-06-07T06:30:00.000-07:00

Hahahaha this is so random but ........<3

2009-06-07T06:16:00.000-07:00

Another picture of Alice. (:D)

Anw, I went back to EVGPS yesterday and well.. it was fun and not so fun.
I couldn't recognise Albert though...
I was like looking around the room then I saw him..
But I wasn't sure it was him haha.

So, I'm one of the liason officer for Performing Arts..
:D I can't wait!
Oh yes... I HAVE A JUNIOR IN CCHMS!
*claps ecstatically*
But I don't think she knows me...
:(
Oh well! HAHAHA I'm so happy.

Evgps 10th anniversary is so gonna rock k.
:D

Oh yes, I love candy many many!
Hahaha we're soooo gonna stick tgt right!
h2h talk with you was fun<3

Picture from Much Ado About Nothing( where I coincidentally met Ailynn and Gladys)

Yes I know my fringe is all parted and I'm like stooping over or something.
Love them 2damax!

Flashback.
I dreamt of you once again.
Such a pretty dream,
ludicrous as it seems to me now,
I'm gonna keep on holding tight
to my belief
in hope of finding some warmth in this unearthly harsh winter.

2009-06-06T08:00:00.000-07:00

Down the rabbit hole..

Extension week is finally over:D
And I recently developed a craze for AIWL. (Alice in Wonderland).
Hahaha.
Its really interesting and all... in a way.
So I'm off to feed my AIWL addiction...
by reading the book once again..

2009-06-01T04:53:00.001-07:00

Kay I finally got to watching BOF and.............

HAHAHA!
(goes into fangirl mode and dances around wildly)

okay thats all, I have to get back to Stephen King's ...........(can't rmb title)
Foxmask was good, though./

In advance,'

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY PAY
Dar! :D
Love you many many!
Stay pretty and lovable and and and and you know, yourself okay!
Hahahahah.

2009-05-30T06:51:00.000-07:00

The reason behind my being unable to lose weight..........

Yakitate Japan!
:D Hohoho All the yummy yummy bread stuff there...
Makes me hungry all the time!
Really incredible 'cuz I only like pastry stuff....
you know, desserts?
:D

I got my report book and..........
I'm quite pleased with my class position!!!!
12/40!
Its like my best position in CCHMS ever!
..... Actually its this good because I passed English.
All the PRCs got pushed to the back because they failed English...
Oh well.
Anyway I guess my result for English is kinda okay laaaaa.
B4...
Must work harder...

Haven't been watching BOF due to......... ???

2009-05-27T06:12:00.000-07:00

Fucking bastard.
If you have nothing to do after work just go somewhere and screw yourself.
I hate you.
You should just fucking shut up and fuck off.

2009-05-23T21:22:00.001-07:00

Sorry, I forgot this too.

Happy birthday Lim CHEW ERN!
Stay pretty and dumb and bimbotic(haha) ok!
:D
You chicken neh neh I relinked you already happy?
Hahahah. Anw, You're now 15.. ACT YOUR AGE OK.
Even though your IQ is that of a 3 year old....
HAHAHHAHA.
:D Happy birthday all the best!

2009-05-23T21:14:00.001-07:00

Oh yes, I forgot about this.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIMMY :D
Stay cute(ahem ahem) and shuai*coughcoughcough* ok!
And just for laughs....
DON'T WORRY I LOVE YOU MANY MANY.
(not as much as jeramyn and deon la but still...)

2009-05-23T20:53:00.000-07:00

:D Hello people!
Yesterday was the Midsummer Nights' Dream play.
It was good..
although at some point I did feel like sleeping..

Hahaha.
And I felt soooooo xiao hai zi when I saw szemin and joeyp!
They looked mature, especially szemin!
:( It made me wish I'd gone for another image instead.
Oh well, young is good.
I mean, everyone fell in love with me when they saw me!
HAHAHA.
You see, joshua tried to seduce me!
Tsk, tsk.
My charm is remarkable.
:D
:D
But I liked my OL/AirStewardess/Anime girl look laaaaa.
:X
(Quan li I know you fell in love with me right! HAHAHAHAH)

Hahahahah I love three grace:D

2009-05-16T06:38:00.000-07:00

Yesterday////
I went out with my dear girls- Regine HuiXuan WenHui.
Shan't elaborate too much but it was really really fun with you guys!
Love ya'll many many!
We didn't spend alot of time together cuz I had to rush off to qianhui's chalet..
Sooooo June holidays ok people!
:D Besties forever worz.

Oh yes, Qianhui's Chalet.
:D It was fun... minus the aching legs.
Hahaha. I reached home at 11.30pm though.
And I got to see my dear DARLING Quanli who helped cook the food.
Maybe thats why I'm having the runs hahaha.
:D
Had fun with SzeMin Nicole Xiwen Fiona tooo:D
Walked out with SzeMin, XiWen and Fiona...
we had fun pretending to catwalk.
K, I guess models are really fit to strut around like nobody's business.
:D That about sums it up I guess.
Oh yes. I'm glad I didn't see an idiot there.
Hohoho. Gave me a good mood.
Ps: THANKS SO MUCH DEAR PINK FLOWER YOUR CHALET WAS AWESOME.

Just caught the first three episodes of S Factor cuz I haven't watched them before.
K. I like Holly and Sonia is a FUCKING BITCH. K so kris isn't exactly pretty but at least she's not a bitch. Actually apart from Holly and Kris, all of them are kinda bitchy.. Oh yes and xuesha brain is alittle......... underdeveloped.

2009-05-13T06:12:00.000-07:00

Kay I'm so bored.
I just spent today fretting over how to get to east coast park
and whether I should even go to qianny's chalet in the first place..
'Cuz I dunwanna trouble Regine&co.... And we'll have less time to spare.
But oh well, I know my dear PINK FLOWER can't leave w/o me so I shall honour her with my presence! :D (insert evil laugh)

So I asked joeyp. and luanchun....
they aren't going.

Asked qianhui.
Blur queen dno herself.

Asked daniel ( last person left)
He's meeting with............... (harmful pollutant that name will cause this blog to erode)
And I was so desperate that.......... I almost decided to crash in on their outing.
Heng I nvr uh.
COS XIWEN AND NICOLE ALSO GOING!
:D
Now all I have to do is get her present hahaha.

:) oh yes quan li is going too hurray!
But I'm thinking about what to wear. -.-
Should I bring a change of clothes........
Forget it.
I'll go straight from tampines.

there's AMATH tomorrow. &&&& guess what, its from EIGHT TO NINE. Great scott, don't I need some sleep and its a waste of travel time.... not to mention PRECIOUS time listening to a lecture on our not up to standard performance... (Sigh,)
Tuition tomorrow:D

2009-05-13T01:09:00.000-07:00

:D Exams are finally over!
Hurray Hurray!

:) Imma gonna slack all day!

I'm really really happy 'cuz I'm gonna catch 17again with Wenhui, HuiXuan and Regine this friday at Tampines!
:D:D
And after that, qianny's chalet hooo hooo hooo

2009-05-10T00:29:00.000-07:00

Kay so I got my copy of HOT and.....

Look at the through the years thingo. Man, Zac Efron looked SO different. And and and the picture at 23July reminds me of somebody. AHAHHAAH. so cute so cute!

Kay why is it all co-stars fall in love????
Look at Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens...
I DONWANNA SEE BELLA NAKED.

Hahahah look at the pic above this line. I AM SO GONNA WATCH NEW MOON. For all the hot bods out there. :D And Dakota Fanning is gonna be Jane! Thats so cool. Its good Vanessa Hudgens isn't Leah Clearwater... Its good.

UGH THIS IS WHAT HURT ME MOST. MY GOONG IDOL!!!! SHIN! Man drug use lehhh! :( Heartbreak

Failed attempt to scan pics in my phone clearly.

Another failed attempt...

Bored to bits.

2009-05-09T05:46:00.001-07:00

Okay, new blogskin!

I'm already in a holiday mood cuz all the tough papers are over!
7down, 1 to go!
Elective Geography better be easy!

I'm missing two justice alot especially spending time with sheryl, claire and huimin.
Oh yeah and I ALSO can't stand not being in the same class as Regine, HuiXuan, WenHui and Ester.
Its been so long.
And btw people, mr yeo is back hahaha.
But he's not teaching the sec3s...
which is a good thing because Mr Soon is too entertaining to lose!
But I heard there's gonna be a reshuffling of teachers next term):
Which might be a good thing,
considering the possible bye bye of some teachers.

Sigh, I can't help but feel that this year is different,
maybe its due to my maturing or something.
WAIT. I'm maturing? HAHAHA.
I guess I just keep reminiscing about the past.
Sigh.
And I think I've changed too.
But Idk why.
Its for the worse too.
I'm a shallow, mean, bitchy freak now.
I really hate myself.
We're friends but...........I get this feeling.

On a lighter note,
Holidays are coming and I can't wait to spend time with people I haven't gone out with in a long time! Argh people, date me. Even though I prefer staying at home and watching tv.

Its hopeless I hate you so but I still find myself drawing closer.

2009-04-29T02:50:00.000-07:00

I screwed up English summary with 113 words(inclusive of words given)
I kinda screwed the Love vs Money thing as well...

I'm w/o a life.

can't help but be drawn to you

2009-04-28T03:35:00.000-07:00

Waiting for updates on manga is so so so boring.
VK is getting kinda draggy.... ):
And skipbeat is really really really damn slow so I'm pissed off.
Fairytail once a week is also.....
BUT. Liargame is kinda cool and the updates are often!

Guess the only thing I can do is...
read Onepiece until I get to the point where I have to wait for updates...
start on Naruto after OnePiece...
Watch anime....

Exams are starting tomorrow and I don't know a shit abt Chemisty!
And I'm really worried for my English because I've been dropping ALOT.
And btw, the last chem test was a clear example of a miracle because I got 14/25 despite not knowing a damned thing.

3Hm is funny. Oh yes and IvanK,. you know I only love you. Samuel Tan's nothing compared to you. HAHAHAHA sorry javier I had an affair. (nutting nutting nutting)

I don't like what I'm becoming.
Shallow. Dumb and i'm such a bitch.
..... time for a change.

You've got me hypnotised,
so mesmerized....

I'm trying so hard to act as if I don't care.
Acting as if I hate you so.
When all I want to do is hold you tight.

2009-04-26T06:07:00.000-07:00

I wanna be a village girl!
:) This weekend was spent at kukup which was fantabulous, I tell you.
I feel like I've spent a week on.... slacking.
Time passes really slowly there... and I'm lovin' it!
Hmmm I'm kinda rushing for time so its just gonna be a short update.
:) cute guy(HEARTS),lotsa time and shopping(not there duh)

On the other hand, exams are about... 2-3 days away...
...(prays hard my english is gonna come back to me)
Kkkkk. mum's nagging, dad's nagging....

Somebody's really really disappointed me.
I was so so shocked surprised unexpected.
All this has happened and you don't bother to tell me.
My impression of you's changed.
So long.

...
....
......
.......
unresolved conflicts raging below quietly.
Its.... really an issue.

2009-04-12T04:46:00.000-07:00

Hohoho :D

I'm happy cuz I just got two guppy(s) in ToP!
:) One in Argent City and the other in Shaitan.
But.... I kena owned alot of times siol.

))))):
Its okay... My first time with sea commerce.
Haiz. Lvl25 hurry hurry lvl30 la!

2009-04-11T19:37:00.000-07:00

hello!
I slept over @ my cousin's house last night...
You know.. adults get carried away with mahjong...
): We didn't manage to complete our death by degrees mission though.
It was hard.
#$%^&*! hard.

):

there's school tmr.
Yanjiangci was due eons ago.
):

2009-04-10T04:10:00.000-07:00

k I know my blog is really really dead.

Sports day was yesterday...
It was kinda pathetic.
and smth happened that ... hurt me a little.
Shan't talk about it... :(

Oh yes I went to the expo with JoeyP. before that.
Walau eh damn fucking fun manz.
:D

Surprisingly, my voice is hardly affected by all the screaming I was doing yesterday....
and its getting louder too. Even my own ears hurt yesterday. I guess nobody's gonna try anything funny with me.

***** I had detention on thurs. For being in the toilet when the 5min. break was over. No comments la. You know why. Because kpo ppl read blogs and then confront us bloggers over what we say. you know.....

** JOIN THE ANTI CHIA BOMBER ON FB! :D HAHAHA lol

On a lighter note...
I had tuition after sports day.
Felt like shit.
Looked like shit.
But.
_fill_in_the_blanks

who am I kidding
It'll never happen.
For me,
love was never meant to be.
All I get is false hopes
and make believes.

2009-03-25T02:32:00.000-07:00

Hello people!
:D Imma happy girl 'cuz I stayed home today.
So I've just missed 24567890090934 dreadful seconds of school!
Thanks to my horrible headache, aching limbs, nosebleed and slight fever.
Hahaha.
This makes me happy cuz I'm in no fit state for guides.
Which means I might not have to go for PT.
:) (evil grinnnnnn)

Hahahahahah:D
Or maybe not so haha.
Thinking bout the undone journals, zuoye and tomorrows MATRICES quiz/test?
makes me sick.
Ugh, wait.
I am sick!
HAHHAHHAHAH

Kay I really love my babes in class---->you know who you are!
KKK just for the sake of it, my dears include my cliq, xinlin, weiqi, nicole, felicia, choong, qianhui (.....) you get my drift.

And hell, I miss my lovely pretty girlfriends.
SHERYL CLAIRE HUIMIN
:D <3 heartz heartz

And and and my besties
REGINE WENHUI HUIXUAN ESTER
(L)

Every blogpost seems to contain... "I MISS (insertsnamehere)"
Ugh I really do miss them):
2Justice was really nice.
3Grace? Sometimes I really love it. But sometimes,.... :(

Hmm time willl tell I guess.
K my head's starting to hurt.

I saw you looking
I saw you looking
I don't care
I don't care
I'm glad.
I'm glad.
My heart's made out of ice.
Nothing can move me,
Nothing can shake me.
You may warm me
You may touch me
But without something special,
Nothing's gonna melt me.
(Hell what the f! am I writing hahahah)

Oh and I think I've lost my touch with English.
Everything's flying away.
I need inspiration
but really, I'm feeling down down down.

And I've realised I really hate sparkly eyes. Or is it pretty eyes.
I don't know. THE MORE I THINK ABOUT IT THE MORE MAD I GET.
This kind of behaviour is WHAT I HATE.
blegh
SO THERE.

2009-03-21T21:45:00.001-07:00

Kay, so I caught Dragonball Evolution with my family on...... Friday.
Not exactly what I wanted( I wanted the tale of Desperaux or smth)
but it was far better than our other choice... Race to Witch Mountain.
Yes I love Walt Disney but seriously, that movie is ****.

Back to Dragonball. It was kinda cool, even though I HATED THE ANIME when I was young.
Every time kidscentral was showing dragonballz I turned on my Pokemon and the like.
Hah so.... its not bad.

AND AND AND THERE'S SCHOOL TMR.
DAMN DAMN DAMN.
I HAVEN'T DONE MY HOMEWORK.
F.U.C.K.
I think I'm gonna find myself in detention soon):
I dunwanna go to school.
Its such a downer.
yucks. I wanna skip it.
Please rewind to the first day of the March Hols.
PLEASE!

2009-03-19T02:50:00.000-07:00

kkkkk. I am finally back! :D
Lets begin with Sheryl&HuiMin's Chalet!
<3 People there WHILE I WAS THERE: Sheryl, HuiMin, Claire, Tinghong, JiaWei, GaoHan and me duh.

Hmmm it was a little boring compared to last year's but.... lots more exciting.
Like, the parent thing which was REALLY funny now that I think about it.
And HuiMin's red face when we were done with the al****l.
Hahhahaha :D
And and and and and I really really love my babes. BFFs for life(obviously)
:D

K, next........ up is hmmmm lets skip skip skip to yesterday! (wednesday)

JoeyP. and I went to Lavender Mrt to meet MHM and SH.
HAHAHAHAH
Actually I had an ulterior motive butbutbut... I went there feeling a little disappointed.
And a little not. :D
K, so I was ambushed by the chess club ppl (HongYi and SinFai I think>?) the moment I reached Lavender to wait for JoeyP.
Hahahah.

Then when she finally came and we met up with Hao Ming and Shaohang... we went to Macs@Bugis.
Ate and the JoeyP and I left for the National Library...
"Did" our work.
AND I WAS NAGGING AND NAGGING AND NAGGING AT POOR JOEYP. WHO DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO COPY BLINDLY AND EVEN WORSE- CAN'T SSHHHHH! ;D hahahah actually it was my fault.
Hmm then yuhui came and we continued.
After we were done THE REALLY REALLY NICE GRACIOUS AND RESPONSIBLE EMATH REP-MHM came to collect it.
Turned out he didn't know that there was an assignment for Part1. -.-

Aft that JoeyP and I headed for Bugis and we went to look look.
K i think sometimes I'm kinda a bitch cuz Idk why but JOEY DRIVES ME NUTS.
hahahah can't help it larrrrrr, love drives a person to extremes.
Then I left for tuition(AHAHHAHA)

wait for it

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K i was in the lift and the doors were closing and suddenly a shoe came in and I hit the open button and the person came in.
Then I was thinking about going to the toilet but I didn't go cuz if i did I would be late. So I went to class and so so so so so so !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D
Then I think the teacher noticed my glances and then she gave me somebody else's paper but Idk so I returned it to her. ________ then when class ended I took my time but then POOOF!?! I didn't see it at all ugh ): nvm I'll catch it next time. But i was shy hahahah
K I'm not making any sense but HHAHAHAHHAHAH.
K I'm changing my class to Wed;5.30-7.30pm
HAHHAHAHA :D hurray I'm happy.

Reminds me of something funny,
K excuse my louzayyyye English cuz I'm really high now hahahahha
K I use "K" too often.
K i'm off to manga
K see you guys
K my blog is alive
K I REALLY GOTTA GO......>! (to manga ahahhaha)

2009-03-08T05:38:00.000-07:00

Sheryl, HuiMin, Claire came over today!
:D
We DDR-ed loads till our legs were aching!!
Hahahahah and Sheryl& I were searching for adult-rated movies but to no avail./
I thought such stuff was readily available manz.

Hahahhaha, K then we didn't do anything else except.. drinking loadz of coke/justea/peachtea.
Oh yes Claire was hooked on the PSP.

Hahahahhahahhahahahahhahaha, K I love my dear babes. We're BFFS, <3

2009-03-04T03:44:00.000-08:00

Hello Today was a day spent at home so Imma happy girl////

Hahhahaha I'm really really bored. Yesterday's sexuality workshop was funnaye. That guy was talking about some solemn thing and then felicia went..... "why is he smiling?" And obviously, I went..... HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

And I solemnly promise to practise abstinence....

Okayokay. There's a heritage trail tomorrow and I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING. K, I would love to pon it but.... I HAVE AN EXTRA PHYSICS LESSON+ LIT PROJECT.

And to add on to the gloomy pre-weekend celebration guess what. There's guides this friday.
Sec 3 is great.... really.

KKKKKK. I know I'm being really random but I suddenly really miss REGINE HUIXUAN AND WENHUI!! Ester not so much, because she's in guides so i get to see her and all.
Butbutbutbut dears lets go out someday kkzx! I miss you guys loads!

.... oh yes. I feel disgusting. I think I look hideous. I've been pigging out on loads of food. I think I'm fat, pudgy and all. UGH. I hate people who eat as much as they want and stay ridiculously skinny. K, Imma gonna drink my coke now as personal therapy.

Kkkkkz. Gotta stock up on food for tmr. I'm gonna go w/o eating someday. Someday's really far away.

UGH I MISS MISSGAN/MRSLOO. I MISS HER I DON'T LIKE THE NEW TEACHER):
Now the only thing that saves me is English and maybe HCL. Amath, emath, chem, physics ...
;(

Things fall apart; the center cannot hold.
Mere anarchy is loosed upon the world.

2009-02-28T06:39:00.000-08:00

Hahahah.
Kay I am back to update againnnn!
Its like, really really fun in school now I guess!
And I've been reflecting reflecting reflecting...
I guess I've changed somehow.
I think it all begun when I decided to chop off my hair. Hah, or rather cut it short.
Or maybe it started with 2009.
I have no idea.
All I know is, I can't remember who I once was.
Like, what I used to do.
In the past.
During the last 14 years.
The point is, I don't give a shit about how I look like or what others say anymore.
Okay, maybe I do. But only alittle.
I'm like, numb to all the crap that comes spouting out of the mouths of the great wannabes.
= Jerks, biatches, sluts and the like.
But I'm definitely not ignoring the nice things that my dearest best friends say.
Hahaha.
okay the pictures I want to upload are at the start of the post!
Damn blogger for this crappy uploading.

So I just caught Wildchild online.
Its great. Like, "WHO ARE WE?" and"HORRIDIOUS" and and and maybe that "Manipedi is a Latin greeting."
Haha.

:)Joeydar's house tomorrow for study session.
I really hope I finally find it in me to study so I'm crossing my fingers and hoping and hoping.

Oh yeah I love the blonde-y bimbotic/biatch-tastic and ridiculously dumb girls in my class.
Mainly Xinlin, Nicole, SzeMin, Felicia, Xiwen, Daniel(if he's a girl) and Joey&WeiQi though they're not blondes.

K so redheads and brunette rock. Though brunette sounds so... ugly.
And yes yes yes I love Sheryl and Claire too!
(PS: JAVIER QUANLI AND ROYSTON YOU GUYS ARE MY DARLINGS FOREVER BUT JAVIER DON'T BE JEALOUS YOU'RE MY BIGGEST DARLING HAHAHAH)

Fiona hurry and kill the chicken poxxxxxxx! You're missing out on th latest gossip and amath:D

Time for de-stress, de-stress or rather, I need to let loose.
Sleep's the best thing ever.
Here's wishing I can get a fabtastic sweet dream tonight.

"A dream is a wish your heart makes, when you're fast asleep"-Cinderella

2009-02-17T02:39:00.000-08:00

Hello :D
Here to update again about pre-Valentine's celebration, Valentines and Study Session.

Kayyyyy Friday was pre Valentine's celebration!
I bought lollipops and sweets .... and I ran out of lollipops. :(
... Thanks JoeyP. for your plushie rose, your REAL rose and for your sweet card!
Sheryl Baobei for the chocolates!
Claire for the chocolate!
Quanli for the ferrero rocher!
SzeMin and JiaEn for the goodie bag!
Daniel for the white toberone(Or smth... Idk how to spell)
Fiona for the black toblerone( lets try another way of spelling)
Seraph for the muffin.
XiWen for the cookie.
Belinda for the chocolates
WeiQi for the sweet!
Siyuan for the sweet!
Anonymous for the unnamed lollipop?
......have I left anybody out>>?
and you, thanks so much!

Hahahahha. k. Now on to VALENTINES on saturday.
Went to Yhope...
And then watched the brilliant performances!
&&& left halfway to rushoff for my tuition with Joeydar.
After tuition..... met JoeyP. and PB at cityhall!
Walked to Singapore River....
Walked back in order to not glow brightly anymore (get it??)
..... went off to someone's house. then wenthome and slept.

"STUDY SESSION" at my house with... JoeyP., PengBo, Daniel, Joshua, ShaoHang.
Zomg.Zomg.Zomg.
It was brilliant I tell you.
We studied. Alot.
Do you believe me? HAHAHAH
We ate most of the time and gossiped and played Truth or Dare.
Hahahhaha so funny la! Esp the gay/lesbian thing.
ROFL:)
Next week.... library.

The End.

Oh yes. One more thing.
Its about the teachers.
And I know teachers do go to our blogs.

SO LOOK AT THIS:

SO WHAT IF TRIPLE SCIENCE CLASSES ARE SMARTER AND EVERYTHING ELSE?! DO YOU HAVE TO RUB IT IN OUR FACES AND GO.... " I DONT HAVE THIS PROBLEM WITH 3**" or "YOU GUYS HAVE TO WORK HARDER" OR SOME FORM OF DEGRADEMENT???!
LIKE, WTF. YOU ARE TEACHING OUR CLASS AND ITS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO ENSURE WE WORK HARD. YOU MOTIVATE, NOT DEGRADE. STOP THE CRAPPING WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE THE ABILITY TO GET OUR ATTENTION.

2009-02-14T19:00:00.000-08:00

Hello people, back to update!
Actually, you should all thank that someone in my tagboard because if not for it, (I use it because I have no idea if its a male or a female although it most probably is a spiteful bitch) I wouldn't be updating!

Someone.

Hello. Have you heard of the saying, beauty comes from within? I hope you have because somehow, I have this feeling that you are some dumb blonde. Anyway, you know what? I think I'm prettier than you because at the very least, I don't go around criticizing ANONYMOUSLY on others blogs. Also, I don't make stupid stuck-up comments like, YOU ARE SO UGLY AND FAT. I mean, do you think you're Miss Universe? Haha, because if you really are Miss Universe, I think you don't deserve it. Miss Universe is supposed to be really really kind and perfect right? But from the way I see it, man do you have some serious flaws.

Firstly, I don't think you have the right to criticize me. After all, you were "brave" enough to provide a really, really, useful name like someone. There are many someones in the world, dear. I'm a someone, you're a someone, the President's a someone... All I can do is assume that you are afraid of being found out. Maybe you don't want to ruin your reputation. But by the way, I think I already know who you are, f-ing bitch. You pretend to be my friend and all, but behind it you do so much crap. No wonder you always hang out and side with that bitch. Maybe you're her spy...

Secondly, you seriously need a reality check. What does being fat and ugly have to do with wearing a tube?! Isn't a tube just a piece of clothing? And aren't clothes for everybody to wear? Hahaha, are you implying that people can walk naked on the streets? Like, please, we're not in the Jurassic Period. You can be a caveman, or cavewoman if you want, but leave me out of it. I like to wear tubes, so what? If I like to stare at my naked form in the mirror, what does it have to do with you? If I want to wear a bikini, so what? Please remember this, you are not my mom, my dad or any of my relatives. You are neither my friend nor anyone I hold dear. And even then, these people have no right to dissuade me from doing what I want. Therefore, I think you need to deflate your oversized ego.

I LIKE TO WEAR TUBES. I THINK I'M BEAUTIFUL NAKED. I CAN WEAR A BIKINI IF I WANT. I CAN BE A PORNSTAR I CAN BE THE NEXT TAMMY IF I WANT. HAH. SO WHAT. IN YOUR FACE BITCH. Fuck off.

Oh yes, and next time, please try to include your name so we can have a nice talk. How about your email so I can send you my naked pictures? ... Since you're too cowardly to do that... maybe when I can confirm who you are then.

2009-02-07T02:53:00.000-08:00

Hello I am like, back again.
Hahaha. I feel so happy 'cuz I'm gonna go out tomorrow.
Guess why. Because its SHERYL LEE'S BIRTHDAY!
I doubt I'll get the chance to use the computer tomorrow... so here goes..:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAOBEI! You're finally fifteen! Hahah but don't worry you look really really young! Like you're in primary school.(NOT) Anyways, Thank you soooo much for everything you've done for me so far- cheering me up, comforting me, making me smile, tolerating me etcetc. I love our talks on the phone, bitching, gossip sessions, inside jokes, laughing at nothing, smilingsmilingsmilingssss. Haha:D You're my bestest girlfriend ever k! And I hope we'll stay friends till the Year 2999! (hahaha)Best of luck in everything you do, work hard(Triplescienceley), Play hard, and smile always! Oh yes, I hope you get a growth spurt, but relax, short is cute! (>.<) I really really really (heartz) you alot so remember that I'll always be here for you! That aside, I know you can accomplish all your goals 'cuz you're so determined! So I don't really expect you to look for me... rather, I think it'll be the other way round(:X) Friends till the very end kay! Xoxo.

And I'm so disappointed 'cuz you weren't what I thought you to be. Imagining you to be perfect, flawless was a complete mistake. 'Cuz you aren't that. You're just... freaking pathetic.

2009-02-05T05:09:00.000-08:00

Picture Update. :D (From CNY)

Hahahah. sorry for the camwhores(haha).
Ugh Cny is almost overrrrr! And I haven't got many hongbaos this year..
I wonder if it has got something to do with the recession... :(
Hahaha and school has gotten more fun ever since Joey came to sit with me!
:D I (heartz) you!
Don't worry I'll kill that irritating cockroach for you. And that jerk as well(:
(Love)CartoonNetwork hahahahah.
K, I'm not making any sense but well... (haha)
Yes, VALENTINES IS COMING!
K. (hinthint) Everybody!.
TayQuanLi you better remember if not ....(insert wicked laughter)

Oh yes.
HAPPY BELATED ESTER YEOOOOO(:
kk paiseh I give you late birthday present hor!
'CUZ ITS DIFFICULT TO KNOW WHAT YOU LIKE.
(apart from pastamania, drama shows, games...)
Haha. Anw, Love you loads k!
Stay happy always.. Guides Ftw(....haha)
(heartz) you always love!

K. This post was just to show that my blog is not dead..
Tuition on Valentines= :(
Heng I going to (insertmanynames)Yhope for some concert thing.
Mainly 'cus Dar is goingggg:)
Valentines.Valentines.Valentines.
I'm gonna name my daughter Valentine one day.

'Cuz we're meant to be.
We're hearts set on fire,
our passion burning bright.
I've got killer heels,
sexy dress
and you've got your husky voice.
We're red hot,We're meant to be,
'cuz when we're together,
everything else ceases to exist.
-boredom during school.

(oh yes, remind me to post my "Little Mermaid Story" hahaha. Its not little mermaid k! Qianhui its just that you look at things from a weird angle!)

2009-01-31T04:05:00.000-08:00

Hello dear people...
Things haven't been going well for me lately...
With what happened today, yesterday and all the other whatnot days...

Like, I just found out that approximately ALL of my **** **** don't __________ me.
So... guess what I'm saying. Hawhaw.

And.. something@#$%^&* happened. Another haha. How nice huh.

Oh yes 19.5/30 for EL component! Damn English Fiona got highest(I think) with 20/30! ..

Add this to the fact that I. HAVE. NOT. STUDIED. FOR. A MATH. and life is hell.\

Oh yes, HCL was so fun cos I didn't bring my file and bluffed through it. Haha and then I lent my 2 other BIG files to edmund and tze wei. It was funny, really.

And my pink hair is gone):

Anw, special dedications to nice people, and really really "nice" people.

BLOODY BITCH.

Goddamn you la.
Freaking backstabber.
I meant well but you used what I told you to make people hate me.
You know what? Fuck you and all your lies.
So you had "loads" of friends last year..
How nice. I never knew that having zilch friends was that nice. So now, zilch takes on a whole new meaning right.(Hahahah) So you think you're having fun. So you hate me.. AND GUESS WHAT? The feeling's mutual dear(:

JOEY DAR
Hey hey love. Really really love you loads for being so nice to me so far! :D
BFF&A. (: Don't worry I won't be sad or angry because of that. And I know you didn't go for lunch with ____ because ____ didn't want me to go. I know one k! I just pretend I never c his actions only dar.

JiaEn Candy
YAYYYYY really really heartz you for promising to wear specs with me when I throw out my lenses! Love you! :D And also for always comforting me kkkkkz.

SzeMin Sugar
HAHAHHAHAHAH thx so much for being so SEXY and nice and i lurrrrve the gossip session we had at your house! :) I am really really lucky to have you as my sugar! Sugar, spice and everything nice......

Sheryl, Claire, HuiMin
:) I DON'T NEED TO SAY YOU ALREADY KNOW WHAT I WANNA SAY ALREADY RIGHT.
LOVE YOU PEOPLE SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE ALWAYS KKKZ. :D YOU KNOW WE'RE GONNA BE TOGETHER FOREVER:D

And sorry Shaohang plus dar for cancelling the study session @ my house....

//////
'cuz you shouldn't have asked me. You should have asked her from the start. You put me through such pain. why.
///////
My heart hurts. Because you didn't think of me at all when you did what you did.

2009-01-26T06:44:00.000-08:00

Inkheart was..... fabulous.
:D Hahahah with the "oh so cute" Farid and hot Dustfinger!

But like always, I prefer the book to the movie.
:)

Last day of CNY holiday tmr:(

2009-01-24T05:15:00.000-08:00

Kkkkz. Updating:D

So I went out to Kallang Kfc on Friday with some 3Gracians..

It was damn fun:D

I think I really really like 3Grace alot!

Hahaha.

Today I met up with JoeyP at bugis before tuition!

hahahahah we had loads of fun right dar?
:D:D I was late for tuition, though.

Neoprints... will be uploaded another time. :)

WHY ARE THERE SUCH BIG SPACES!?!?! Blogger is being an ass.

Msn Convo:

Sheryl. ت says:
Hearts live by being wounded

Sheryl. ت says:
Its hard to pretend you love
someone when you don't
but its harder to pretend that
you don't love someone when you really do.

Sheryl. ت says:
Moving on is simple,
it's what you leave behind
that makes it so difficult

Sheryl. ت says:
How can I believe in love,
when the one who taught me
to love didn't know its meaning?

Sheryl. ت says:
A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself to fix it.

Sheryl. ت says:
I don’t miss him, I miss who I thought he was.

Sheryl. ت says:
When you break up, your whole identity is shattered. You are no longer alive.

Sheryl. ت says:
Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours.

Sheryl. ت says:
The hardest part of dreaming about someone you love is having to wake up.

Sheryl. ت says:
I was born the day I met you, lived a while when you loved me, died a little when we broke

apart.

Sheryl. ت says:
If I never met you,
I wouldn't like you.
If I didn't like you
I wouldn't love you.
If I didn't love you
I wouldn't miss you,
but I did, I do and I will.

Sheryl. ت says:
You don't die from a broken heart - you only wish you did.

Sheryl. ت says:
The pain of having a broken heart is not so much as to kill you, yet not so little as to let you live.

Sheryl. ت says:
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

Sheryl. ت says:
ARE YOU POSTING?

See? I posted it.

2009-01-18T00:28:00.000-08:00

Hahahahahhah.
Finally a break.
School, schmool. Blegh.
But anw, CNY is coming soon!
Hahhaahha.

I've tried so hard to fill the gap.
But the hole just grows deeper.
I can't do it anymore.
What used to be is no more.

2009-01-18T00:15:00.000-08:00

1: Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
errrrr. Idk.
2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
Ugh, tired.
3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Sheryl and Claire
4: Would you considered yourself to be spoilt?
Depends on your perspective..
5: Would you ever donate blood?
Yes yes yes, I can't wait.
6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Yes Duh.
7: Do you want someone dead?
Not really..
8: What does your last text message says?
WALAU KNNCB my handphone in my room! Wait ah... It says:"k." ...
9: What are you thinking of right now?
School tomorrow.
10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
Yes. But I know that won't happen.
11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
11pm..
12: Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing now?
Claire gave it to me:D
13: Is someone on your mind right now?Yes.. Actually its someone(s) HAHAHAH.
14: Who was the last person who texted you?Benedict
10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ:
1.Claire, 2.Sheryl, 3.Hui Min, 4.WenHui, 5.Ester, 6.Martin(deadblog though), 7.Qian Hui, 8.Xi Wen, 9.Quanli, 10.Clara.
15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
Me, duh. (HAHA)
16: Is 3 a male or a female?
Judging by the two.... Female.
17: If 7 and 10 get together, will that be a good thing?
Qian Hui and Clara??! Ugh, poor qianhui..
18: What is number 1 studying about?
How to be stupid and short.
19: When was the last time you had a chat with them?
Friday?
20: Is number 4 single?
No...She's with me:D
21: Say something about number 2.
I like to stand beside her Hahah.
22: What do you think about number 3 and number 6 being together?
Possible... but unlikely i think. Cuz M.'s just promised me he won't get a girlfriend..
23: Describe number 9.
PIGGGGGG! Nice and funny!
24: What will you do if number 6 and 7 fights?
Uh... I don't think that'll happen..
25: Do you like number 8?
XIWENNNN?!!!? Hahahha jkjk. Yes, duh

2009-01-10T21:23:00.000-08:00

Hah,
So school was really really tiring.
I'm still in the midst of adapting to school life again..
What with the early morning wake up, little rest time... Ugh);
Anw, I went shopping again despite spending $6543867056(gosh,I'm a millionaire already) :D
Hahahhaha.
So Nick is now officially out of 3GR and in 3EP.
Ugh. That means my classes are going to get more and more boring!
Like, now I have Deon behind me (who doesn't like talking). ShaoHang(who calls me shitou/datou) and JiaEn(whowhowhowhowho I have nth much to talk abt to..)
AHHHH. Damn.

Hahahha. And I am still bored.
HuiMin's Birthday is in 2days!
:D

2009-01-07T01:04:00.000-08:00

Okay I am back!
Hahahahha.
So I headed to parkway with Joey, Jia En and Luan Chun!
Hohoho, Luan Chun likes pai kias!
:D
Anyhow, we had lots of funnnn.
And we bought daniel his prez.
xD
okay I am beginning to like 3GR.

2009-01-03T20:20:00.000-08:00

Okay, so school has started already.
I'm boredddd and I miss my friends..
):

2008-12-31T01:55:00.000-08:00

look look look @ his hair!

terry's blocked by julian... :D

okay, so I dragged myself out of bed on tuesday morning.
But it was totally worth it alright!
Twilight was alright, but I think the book is much better!
And though Robert Pattinson appeared fugly to me at first, he started to grow on me
&&& Martin's hair is fucking sexy/hot!
I like it kkkkkz.
Totally cool!
Hahahah. Its kinda amazing how he changed from a cute round boy to er. Ma Tian to this..
xDDDD oh well.
Okay, my homework is still left mostly undone.
****Mr Soon for ENGLISH!!?!?! ugh.

2008-12-28T00:31:00.000-08:00

this was some super cool camera thing for cars:D (my brother looks so uber cute, no?) Centerpoint, i think. I DON'T KNOW I FORGOT! But the bears are sooo cute!

Okay, I was practically salivating when I saw this.

Paiseh laaaa, I cannot resist laaaaa.

HAHAHAHAH. Sorry laaaaa, I very long never camwhore liao!

Hahha, thats all.

Random, I know.

But I just updated 'cuz I'm in a good mood.

Guess why?

'Cuz I've just read Junjou Romantica's latest manga chapters!

And I'm waiting for aarinfantasy to sub episode 10!

Urgh. Don't remind me that the anime is ending soon.

WTF. They should have a season 3!

Forgive me.. I am fangirling over all the hawwt ass guys!
And oh yes, Twilight on Tuesday!

Because I couldn't watch it yesterday.

Noooooobasss.

Make me wait, you good la you./

Nevermind.. I can go fangirl with Julian:D
Hohoho.

//////////

Okay I'm talking to Baobei now(Sheryl Lee)

We're worrying about 2009.

I want 3LY and 3GR to be on the same level!

And 3EP and 3BN tooooo!

3LY mostly, 'cuz of my Regine and Sheryl.

Ah, I still haven't found anybody to sit with.

ah, who cares.

/////

upper sec recess next year, yo!

I can't wait to see martin and chenghao and gao han and jia wei and him and him and him and etc in long pants!

I think Martin's pants will be dropping down man!

I miss my effing lovelies.

I'm still running

but theres nothing I can do.

Your life's outta my hands

all I can see

Is the back of your distant, shadowy figure.

2008-12-25T06:40:00.000-08:00

"how many times do you plan to stop my heart"-Junjou romantica

2008-12-25T05:53:00.000-08:00

Hello dear people, I'm back!
I know I'm one day late, but thats 'cuz I stayed an extra day in Muar.
Hohoho It was really funn!
I will upload the pictures another time if I can get them!

FIRST DAY; 19 December

Headed out in the late morning...
Sat in the car for 948656737064965 hours.
///////
reached the chalet!
Unpacked... ate.. played Ps2..
TRIED to sleep.

the rest of the days.
headed to KL the next day after breakfast..
Shopped like crazy laaaa.
We were caught in the jam and I fell asleep..
Ate really really yummy spaghetti:D
Hohoho.
Then we played K.O.F and Naruto..
Not really me la, I'm not really into games..
Hmm.. After that I think we went shopping in Port Dickson..
I bought a few necklaces i think...
oh yeah we went GO-KARTing. Super uber shiokkkk! I like the fast speed uh!
Then like before, PS2-ed, ate and slept.
I slept kinda late, 'cuz I found it hard to sleep..
I wanted to sleep even later but the only person awake went to sleep and it was really scary.

Then I went to the beach. (the next day laaa)
Banana Boat ftw! I got knocked in the eye but it was still shiok!
xD It was fun fun fun splashing water!
Floating with the "tyres" was also super cool!
Although I got called a maid for being nice and helping a very unappreciative person..
(you !#!^% hahahahah jkjk)
I got sunburned despite the sunblock..):
Went home and once AGAIN ate, played, slept.

We went shopping again I think..
and go-karting twice.
Uh, I revealed the so-called "surprise". -.-
Hahahha.
I really hoped they liked it, esp. XX 'cos I DNO WHAT I DID WRONG LA. LIKE WE ARE BITTER ENEMIES LIKETHAT OKAY I VERY SCARED AND ALSO IF YOU ARE SEE-ING THIS I KNOW TERRY TOLD YOU SOMETHING LAME SHIT THAT IS ENTIRELY UNTRUE. IT WAS MEANT TO BE SOME KIND OF JOKE.

We were supposed to head back to S'pore but decided to stay an extra day in Muar.
Hahahah it was fun la! I bought my wedges there'xDDD

Okay thats the end liaooooo.
I enjoyed myself alright.. It ended too soon ok!
MERRY CHRISTMAS DARLINGS!

so close yet so far.
the distance between our hearts can never be overcomed.
I tried my best but I can't catch up.
Its so hard and you're running so fast.
I wanna give up but I've only just noticed,
I'm trapped in this maze and I can't escape.
Stop running,
stop hiding
all I want is simple.
I can't say it out loud but I hope you know
that you've conquered my heart.

2008-12-18T06:26:00.000-08:00

hohoho, off to malaysia tmrrr~
:D Miss me people.

(PS: I won't be bringing my handphone so i'll reply your messages when I'm back)

I'LL BE BACK ON CHRISTMAS EVE:D

2008-12-14T02:16:00.000-08:00

waaaaaa.
I finished Miss No Good!
Its left me with swollen eyes, and an empty box of tissueeeeee~
):

anyway, I'm off to my Kuroshitsuji Special A OHSHC La Corda D' Oro and etcetera.

2008-12-13T23:02:00.000-08:00

Hohoho, I'm here to update:D

I MISS SHERYL LEE XUE ER ALOT BECAUSE BECAUSE BECAUSE. AIYA. JUST BECAUSE LA.

Hahahah, anyway, I have abandoned my manga for Miss No Good!
But no worries, I will return to it.... soon.
(: I LIKE DEAN FUJIOKA. He is soooooo shuai! But I also like that Tang Men ley..,. I think he is Will Pan or something . xD

HAHAHA. Anw, will be going to msia from 19 to 24. See you uhhhs.

Its so hard to forget.
To be loved is a blessing, to love is a torture.

2008-12-07T00:51:00.000-08:00

Hohoho.
I'm finally updating.

Friday;OrchardCineleisure

Watched WinxClub with Sheryl, her sis, my sis.
Hahah, I think it was alright..
Although the characters were really over-dramatic..
It was fun though.
And the 9th floor is so cool!
And I like Orchard Cineleisure 'cuz its near the Overseas Family School!
That means there's gorgeous guys abound!
Hohoho.

Saturday;EscapeThemePark
Met up with Sheryl, Claire and HuiMin at the arcade.
Went to Escape and played some spinning thing first.
And something really unfortunate occured.
My *ahem* came during the wet and wild ride.
HAHAHAH. I was totally stunned.
Anw, we had loads of fun in the end and there were two guys stalking claire.
;D

Oh yeah, Junjou Romantica2's Episode 7 is OUT.
Usagi Chi-chi?!?! Usa-mones?!
HAHAHAH.

"No matter how strongly you feel in your heart, if you don't convey it to the other person, its meaningless." -Usagi Chichi(:D),Junjouromantica2 Ep7.

2008-12-04T04:34:00.000-08:00

fuck it, the thought of your forced hello cracks me up.
ahahahhahaha. stupid compressed up smiley face.
xD best laugh everrrrrr.
I'll sabo you more often.
'cuz making life hard for you is really really funny.
I'm joking but I don't think you give a shit
And I guess you won't see this.
I still feel like laughing.
You aren't the worst on earth, but then, you aren't the best either.'
So despite the laughs,
we're still mute assholes.

Movie@Orchard with dearest lovely baobei tomorrow.
:D see you, love.

I feel the pain, hon.
So don't worry 'cuz despite it all,
I'll be here with you.
Suffering.
And enduring the pain.
Its worth it 'cuz we know we're in this
together.

2008-11-30T03:37:00.000-08:00

I need a hug.

2008-11-29T22:52:00.000-08:00

went for "class" outing in the end.
'cuz my mum forced me to.
Shan't say why or I may get slaughtered by a group of people.
Haha.
They(Sheryl, HuiMin,Claire) nagged and nagged so I was ~~forced~~ happy enough to double-bike with Claire.
:D Very shiok lehhhh. First time I double-bike never scared like hell lorrrrr.
Haha. Then we saw Cherilyn there.

I NEED TO FIND SOMEONE TO SIT WITH ME NEXTYEARRRRR.
damn, why did xinrui appeal out?!

junjouromantica ep6 is taking so longggggg to download!

2008-11-26T07:06:00.000-08:00

not gonna go for "class outing"
'cuz they changed it to ecp.
And I have nothing to do there.
Except to walk around by myself again.
once is enough.

so bye.

'cuz you didn't even put me into consideration.
I hate insensitive people the most.

2008-11-26T03:35:00.001-08:00

Imma happy girl.
Imma very very happy girl.
:D

Junjou Romantica Season 1 DVD version episode 7 is out!
Yeahhhh, I've downloaded and watched it even though its almost the same as the non DVD version.
:) I freaking love Junjou Romantica.
I love it more than Ouran and Inuyasha and Vampire Knight and Goong.

Ice skating tomorrowxD

oh yeah yaoi is yummmmy.

2008-11-23T07:50:00.000-08:00

I am in a totally good mood 'cuz I've downloaded and watched Junjou Romantica's episode 1-5 :D

Episode 5 was uber sweet uhhhhhs!
Cried so much laaaaaa:X
Damn! I should have been born a guy so I can be gayyyyy!

And I've only recently found out that having oral sex = no pregnancy.
So now I know what to say if I'm on the verge of getting raped.
"Hey, can I give you a blowjob instead?"
ahahhahahaha. :D LOL.

Junjou romantica is the sex yo.

"Usagi san is mine!"-Misaki

"I don't care if you don't want me, if you hate it-I'm never letting go of you."
"If you ran from me, I'd probably come chasing after you and lock you away"
-Usami Akihiko

What if you knew the truth.
Would you still love me.

These things don't work out a second time.
I think.

2008-11-21T23:50:00.000-08:00

Class Outing was a blast.
Only 10 people out of 37 went..
- Me, Sheryl, WenHui, HuiXuan, Regine, Joey, Martin, Terry, Qi En, Samuel.

First, we went cycling.
Not me, them.
Because I have no idea how to cycle and my double-biking experience was traumatic.
I walked about for about 1 and a half hours..
When they cycled past me.. I was like, "shit i have to walk back again"
Then I walked back halfway.. carrying samuel's and qi en's bags..
Martin came to fetch me.
I was totally stunned.
He damn good la! I just sit down there on the double bike do nothing.
Then he pedal me back..
Waaaa, so nice must be have motive one lorrrr!
:D But heng he come ah, because my legs were aching like hell.
THANK YOU MA TIANNNNNN!

After that, we went to Macs.
I forgot what we did there...
But we went Rollerblading afterwards.
I suck at roller blading!
Terry is a very very fierce teacher!
He was like shouting and pushing me...
And I was clinging on to him.
zzZ.
I fell down alot of times.
And I practically hugged everybody to balance myself..
Thank you Regine, Joey, WenHui, HuiXuan, Sheryl and Terry for supporting me to prevent me from falling..!

I couldn't take it afterwards so I passed my blades to WenHui and walked with the bicycle back.
I think I suck at all things with wheels.

There's gonna be another class outing on thursday.
Guess what.
ICE SKATING.
damnit.
Should I go....
I wanna stay at home.
But Sheryl Lee will kill meeeeeeee.

And my eyelids been twitching since the class outing.

"The only one for me, has to be you" Usami Akihiko.

2008-11-21T22:45:00.000-08:00

OMFG.

I just saw something really really funny.

Msn messenger's Yellow Ducky Picture is actually a vibrator!
Here's the link.

2008-11-21T08:25:00.000-08:00

New Blogskin,

Tagboard will be added later.

Friggin tired.

Will update about Class Outing tmr.

Sick of typing in point form.

Going to sleep.

See you.

I want to be with you.
But yet it feels so wrong.
This shouldn't have happened in the first place

2008-11-18T07:31:00.000-08:00

Gonna ~~fucking~~ spam my blog with lyrics.

this holds a special meaning uh.
Better in Time
It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through
Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings
If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the pastI believe it
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok
[Chorus:]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals tooIt'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time
Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will
[Chorus: x2]Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Nothing to this..
SkaterBoy

He was a boy,
She was a girl,
Can I make it any more obvious?
He was a punk,
She did ballet,
What more can I say
He wanted her,
She'd never tell, secretly she wanted him as wel
But all of her friends,
Stuck up their nose,
They had a problem with his baggy clothes...
He was a skater boy,
She said "see you later boy",
He wasn't good enough for her
She had a pretty face,
But her head was up in space,
She needed to come back down to earth

5 years from now,
She sits at home,
Feeding the baby, she's all alone
She turns on TV,
Guess who she sees,
Skater boy rockin' on MTV,
She calls up her friends,
They already know,
And they've all got tickets to see his show
She tags along,
Stands in the crowd,
Looks up at the man that she turned down
He was a skater boy,
She said "see you later boy",
He wasn't good enough for her
Now he's a super star,
Slammin' on his guitar,
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?
He was a skater boy,
She said "see you later boy",
He wasn't good enough for her
Now he's a super star,
Slammin' on his guitar,
Does your pretty face see what he's worth?
Sorry girl but you missed out,
Well, tough luck that boy's mine now,
We are more than just good friends,
This is how the story ends
Too bad that you couldn't see,
See the man that boy could be,
There is more than meets the eye,
I see the soul that is inside
He's just a boy,
And I'm just a girl,
Can I make it any more obvious
We are in love,
Haven't you heard,
How we rock each others world
I'm with the skater boy,
I said see you later boy,
I'll be back stage after the show
I'll be at the studio,
Singing the song we wrote,
About a girl you used to know
I'm with the skater boy,
I said see you later boy,
I'll be back stage after the show
I'll be at the studio,
Singing the song we wrote,
About a girl you used to know

'Wish I could be whole again,
but I've lost my heart and its hard to find someone who will give me his.
Because loving someone is never easy.

to forget.

2008-11-18T07:12:00.000-08:00

I friggin hate my mum.

2008-11-18T06:20:00.000-08:00

I've just reached home... aft a long day at Sheryl's and (Jia)Hui Min's Chalet.
Lets see...

We went CYCLING. wtfwtfwtf.
I am not gonna go cycling again...
I double-biked with Claire and Qi En.
I AM NOT GOING TO CYCLE WITH QI EN AGAIN.
He cycles damn freaking fast!
In the end, I buay ta han.
When ChengHao FINALLY arrived...
I let him double bike with claire.
And I walked from pasir ris park to eastcoast..
(: I AM SO PRO.

Then we went back to the chalet..
slacked and everything.

BBQ started.
And that JJ and rhine super blur.
They don't even know how to walk to downtown east.
JJ is the worst.
HOPELESS.
We asked him to pretend and act as if he had the chop on his hand..
HE STOOD AT THE ENTRANCE AND STARED.
Still smile at the person..
Hais...

Hmmmm. let see what else..
GaoHan and I were 'sleeping tgt'. PRETEND ONE LA.
And the boys were super gay.
The sirui go say me racist-.-
And I kajiao javier until he super scared laaaa:D
Then I hugged sheryl and claire and chenghao and then i left.
Mrt-ed to yishun with Martin and QiEn.

its not my fault I hold no faith in love anymore.
for once bitten twice shy.

2008-11-11T06:20:00.000-08:00

I am back here again..

I'm so sad because I'm still waiting for the updates to Love Celeb, Vampire Knight, Black Butler, .. neverending list.

So.. I'm starting on a new Manga!
Kaikan Phrase.. Its shoujo and smutty(VERY) but I think its alright..
I think I read alot of shoujo manga recently..
..... why ah?

I am 'grounded' at home till 14 november...
Actually not grounded laaaa,
if I keep begging my mum she confirm will let me (I think)
But I am so freaking tired.
And I just don't feel like going home and looking at familiar faces..
So...
I've got until 14 Nov to get myself ready...
to go out.

Ending my "update" here.

The tears are streaming down my face
As I think about the happiness that had once been mine

2008-11-10T19:38:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WENHUI!
:D

Happy birthday dearest bestee<3
Thanks for everything you've done for me so far...
Cheering me up..Bitch-ing with me and for being there when I need you!
I really really appreciate all the little things!
And I hope that you'll have a wonderful year ahead in 2009!
We MUST have get-togethers even if we're in different classes alright!
I love you wenhui!
And no matter what, I'll always be here!
Once Again, Happy Birthday!
I miss you alot..... But I'll be seeing you real soon (14Nov)
So.. :D thanks for everything and goodluck with everything tooo!

11.11.08

2008-11-06T07:27:00.000-08:00

how come I think of you all the time.
You're always on my mind.
Before I sleep,
I think of you the whole night.
And when I wake up,
my mind is filled with the dreams from last night.